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 lYinn qoN Aumr iKafm qwk
- bI[aYs[ iZwloN aYzvokyt
swqrivaF dy sLurU ivwc jdoN mYN kflj pVHn lwgf qF
nkslI lihr hwB ky dm qoV rhI sI. lYinn vflI 'iek kdm agFh qy do kdm
ipCFh` idwqI icqfvnI swc sfbq ho geI sI. ijvyN aMgryjLF dy bxfey kfnUMn awj vI
ijAuN dy iqAuN cwl rhy hn, ieMj hI AunHF vwloN iProjLpur qoN jINd vfieaf biTMzf clfeI ryl
gwzI awj vI cwl rhI hY. Auhdf smF vI AuhI hY qy zwby vI AuhI cfr hn. iehnUM gwzI nhIN,
sfry zwbf kihMdy hn. asIN svyry ies zwby `qy rfijMdrf kflj biTMzf pVHn leI jFdy qy sLfmI
iesy zwby `qy vfps af jFdy. mOV mMzI qwk dy kuwl ieko kflj dy pMjfh ku ividafrQI sF. myrf
ipMz idwlI rylvy lfeIn `qy biTMzy qoN dUsrf stysLn sI. Aus qo do ku sfl ipwCo lMmI hVqfl
nfl pihlI vfr ividafrQIaF dy bwsF dy pfs bxy sn.
 kflj ivwc pVHfeI Gwt qy ienklfb bfry crcf bhuqI huMdI. mogf
aYjItysLl iesy smyN dOrfn lVI geI sI. asIN hVqfl leI bhfnf hI lwBdy rihMdy, ikAuNik sfnUM
ividafrQI XUnIan dy afgUaF ny dwisaf sI ik kfrl mfrks hVqfl nUM mjLdUrF df buinafdI aiDkfr
dwsdf hY qy ienklfb afAux hI vflf hY. cfrU mjUmdfr ny vI ikhf hY ik afpF Bfrq ivwc ienklfb
ilaf ky iPr vIaqnfm dI amrIkf ivruwD lVfeI `c mwdq krFgy. nMd isMG mihqf, bljIq bwlI hurIN
sfzy ienklfbI irhnumf sn. kfmryz mwKx isMG (ipwCoN sfbkf aYm[aYl[ey[) 'sLfqmeI sihhoNd`
lfl smfjvfd ilafAuxf cfhuMdf sI qy Auhdf vwKrf DVf sI. asIN AuhnUM soDvfdI gLdfr kihMdy.
asIN aksr kflj qoN kcihrIaF qwk mujLfhry krdy.
asIN ipMz dy Cy swq muMzy sfzy bcpn dy iek dosq dy
Gry iekwTy ho ky aKLbfr pVHdy. pRIqlVI, afrsI qy nfgmxI qoN ielfvf rUsI sfihq df qrjmF
pVHdy. Auqy cytk nfl hI jsvMq isMG kMvl dI hr rcnF pVdf hoieaf mYN tFlstfey qy sLYkspIar
qwk puwjf. awj qwk gwzf ikqfbF df pVH cuwkf hovFgf . kfnUMn dIaF vwKrIaF hn . gMBIr pfTk
qoN lyKk bx igaf.
sfzy Aus dosq dy cubfry ivwc vwzI sfrI lYinn dI
qsvIr kMD `qy ltkdI sfnUM 'hjLfr musLklF dy bfvjUd BivwK sfzf hY` df XkIn krfAuNdI, pr Aus
imwqr df bfp srkfrI aPsr sI. Auh qsvIr qoN iKJ ky sfnUM kihMdf rihMdf, ''jMjr idE puwqo,
afh gMjy ijhy dI qsvIr dI QF iksy iswK gurU dI qsvIr lfE. vwzy pVHfkU.`` vkq ny lMGxf sI,
lMG igaf. asIN sfry afpo-afpxIaF mMjLlF dy rfhIN pY gey. ienklfb qF kI afAuxf sI, Kud
lYinn dy dysL dy drjnF toty ho gey. kOmFqrI pwDr `qy hoeI bihs ny iswtf kwiZaf ik mfrksvfd
qF TIk sI, pr ieh smfjvfdI qjrbf PylH sfbq ho igaf. kfrl mfrks ny ikqy nhI ikhf sI ik iksy
iewk dysL nUM mfzl bxfky sMsfr smfjvfd ho skygf . kfmryz ieh Buwl hI gey sn ik mnuwKL dI
loV isrP srIrk hI nhI mfnisk vI huMdI hY . rotI qo vgyYr kdI kdI rwb dI loV vI pYdI hY.
 pMjfb ivwc sMq jrnyn isMG iBzrFvfly dy grm BfsLn aKLbfrF dIaF
surKIaF bxn lwgy. ies dOrfn myrf Auh dosq biTMzy isLPt kr igaf sI. awsIivaF dy sLurU ivwc
mYN Auhdy Gr igaf. ieh kI ? kMD qoN lYinn gLfieb sI. hux icwqrkfr soBf isMG dI bxfeI
klfikRqI gurU goibMd isMG dI qsvIr lwgI hoeI sI. kihr dI njLr nfl qwk rhI qsvIr hyT `cUM kfr ajL hmF hIlqy dr gujsLq, hlfl asq burdn b sLmsLIr dsq`
(jdoN koeI hIlf nf rhy qF qlvfr AuTfAuxI jfiejL hY); PfrsI df sLyar iliKaf hoieaf sI. ieh
qsvIr pMjfb dy afAux vfly dOr dI BivwKbfxI sI. sfrI iswK kOm bldI dy bUQy af geI . iPr
1993 dy dsMbr mhIny jdoN pMjfb srkfr ny srkfrI qOr `qy aYlfn kIqf ik aiqvfd df KLfqmf ho
cuwkf hY qF lokF swuK df sfh ilaf. pMjfb nvyN dOr ivwc dfKLl hoieaf. siBafcfrk myly, iPr
nMcx-gfAux qy aKIr lwcr gfiekI dy nfl asLlIlqf df nMgf nfc sLurU ho igaf . hr tpUsIbfj
zwPlI vwjfAux lwg ipaf. qy aYry gYiraF gIqkfrF ny DIaF BYxF nUM isrP msLUkf qy kfmpUrqI df
sfDn ikhf . Auwqo bfr bfr huMdIaF anykF coxF dorfn AumIdvfrF ny, lokF leI sLrfb qy BuwkI
dy lMgr lfAuxy sLurU kIqy. ies lihr df aMq ieh hoieaf ik nvIN pIVHI iswKI qy pMjfbI
siBafcfr qoN hI iknfrf kr geI. awj ivrlf-tfvF muMzf hI pwg bMnHdf hY. ipMzF ivwc axpVH
aOrqF vI BeIaF nfl hmkI qumkI krdIaF hn. pMjfbI bolI hI KLqry `c pY geI .
ies vfr 2003, dy dsMbr dIaF do hPqy dIaF CuwtIaF
huMidaF hI DuMd pYxI sLurU ho geI. hmysLf dI qrHF mYN bwicaF nfl cMzIgVH dI qyjL rPqfr
ijLMdgI qoN iknfrf krn leI ipMz igaf.
purfxy imwqrF nUM imldf-imldf mYN Ausy dosq dy Gr
igaf. Aus ny sLfm leI mYnUM rok ilaf . asIN hnyrf hox dI AuzIk krdy gwlF krdy rhy. sLfm
pihlF surmeI hoeI, iPr nIm gulfbI qy aKIr AunfBI ho geI. tI[vI[ vyKdy ny mYN acfnk pfsy dI
kMD `qy ingfh mfrI. ieh kI ? gurUu sfihb gLfieb sn. kMD `qy Aumr iKafm dI qsvIr ltk rhI
sI. qsvIr ivwc iek KUbsUrq prI surfhI nfl Aumr iKafm df jLfm Br rhI sI. ieh pyitMg pMjfb
dy vrqmfn dI pRqIk sI.
 qsvIr vyKdf-vyKdf mYN bhuq dUr Koa igaf. Aumr iKafm qo ipwCoN
ikhVI qsvIr afvygI ? mYnUM DuMdlf-DuMdlf JOlf ijhf pY irhf sI, pr pMjfb dy BivwK dI pRqIk
koeI qsvIr myrI pkV ivwc nhIN sI af rhI. bfby nfnk qy pUrn isMG df pMjfb hux ikhVf moV
kwtygf ? ieh qF mYN buwJ nhIN sikaf, pr ies iewkIvIN sdI dy pMjfb nUM ijs rsqy qur ky
ivsLv brfbr KVHnf hY, Auh qsvIr myrI klpnf ivwc Auqrx lwgI.
XhUdIaF dI qrHF hI pMjfbIaF nUM ivsLv Br ivwc
KusLhflI dIaF bulMdIaF Cohx dI loV hY. ieh ivsLvIkrn df Xuwg hY . pMjfbI ivsLv kOm bx rhy
hn . KUh dy zwzU pwCV jfxgy . jy hux pMjfb ivkfs ivwc pCV igaf, iPr keI dhfky pYr nhIN
lwgxy. KLudkusLIaF pMjfbI suBfa nUM imhxf hn. AudoN hI myry Aus dosq ny myrf iDafn qoiVaf.
ikwQy Ko igaF ? 'ikqy nhIN`, mYN dwsx lwgf ik 'kI cMgf hovy jy ies kwD `qy aglI qsvIr
cVHdy sUrj jF srpwt dOVdy GoVy dI hovy, jo pMjfb dy BivwK dI pRqIk hovy.`
''keI sfl bfad afj aYsf hUaf,
bVI dyr qwk KLud ko hm Xfd afey.`` |
