bylI bwibAW nwl vyiKAw sWJw PMn PyAr 2003
- ipRMsIpl blkwr isMG bwjvw

20 julweI nUM trnr PYntn skUl dIAW grwaUNfw 'c hr swl dI qrHW bIbI Avqwr kOr AOjlw, brYNptn kwaUNslr, dI AgvweI ivc aus dIAW swQnW ny r`lky iek sWJw PMn PyAr dw pRbMD kIqw hoieAw sI[ myly dw moh pMjwbIAW dI rg rg ivc smw cu`ikAw hoieAw hY[ myly dw nW suxidAW hI aunHW dy cyhry iKV auTdy hn[ auh hor sB kuJ C`f s`kdy hn pr mylw nhIN KuMJw s`kdy[ PwrmW 'c h`f BMnvIN ikrq krn vwly bwibAW dI pUrI rIJ sI ik ieh mylw zrUr vyKxw hY[ AwnMd pur swihb vwlw holw muh`lw, jrg dw mylw , jgrwvW dI rosnI qy hor ipMfW 'c l`gdy Kyf myly, mohn isMG mylw Awid aunHW qoN hux Ku`s cu`ky hoey hn[ clo ieh hI shI[ swrw hPqw PwrmW 'c krVI myhnq qoN ip`CoN vIkAYNf qy ieho ijhy rOxk myly hI aunHW nUM XwrW bylIAW nwl sj D`jky iPrn qy h`sx Kyfx dy mOky dyNdy hn[

hwxI s`jnw im`qrW ny mYNnUM vI nwl qor ilAw[ mylw mylIAW dw, XwrW bylIAW dw qy mylw audoN hI SurU ho jWdw hY jdoN bylIAW dI FwxI myly nMU iT`l pYNdI hY[ myly jw rhI trYktr trwlI vWg jvwnI hMFw cu`kI vYn brYNptn dy pihAW qy AwpxI aumr dw rwg AlwpdI qur peI[ myly dy cwA 'c bwby vI mu`CW nUM v`t dyNdy iek dUjy nUM it`crW krI jw rhy sn[ quridAW hI bylIAW dIAW g`lW c`l peIAW[

'eyDr ikDr muV ipAW su`Kw isAW' 'jgqwr shOlI nMU lYxw…lY AOh KVw jy…lMmy dwhVy vwly shOlI sihb' 'AwE jI vwihgurU jI kI …' '… Kwlsw vwihgurU jI kI Piqhy…hW beI cVHdI klw…mn KuS ho jwdY eyfIAW v`fIAW sMgqW nUM vyKky… srpMc swihb suxwE hwly vwly ikvyN Aw' 'ieh qW beI suKy dI ikRpw Aw ijhVw swnMU imlw dyNdw… myly Syly qy lY qurdY…neIN qW swnUM kOx pu`CdY c`ly kwrqUsW nUM' 'duAwlI dy KoiKAW nUM…muVky Br dyNdw qy bxw dyNdw Pu`l…' ' qy jw KVIAW krdw ic`tIAW borIAW nUM mMfI 'c…ijQy rOxkW vyK leI dIAW ny' ' jdoN inhMg swihb suK inDwn dw bwtw Ckw dyx qW ieh auN eI iKV auTdy Aw…BMbIrIAW bx jWdy ny PwrmW 'c…DMn DNMn ho jWdI Aw…mwlk gorw eynW dIAW PurqIAW vyK vyK auNeI fwlr vDw dyNdw' swry h`s pYNdy ny[

' auey beI jWg purIey srpMc nUM vI lY leyE'

'Awh suiKAw mwrIN zrw hwk Awpxy sY~l 'coN dI…bwhr eI Aw jy' 'aus qoN pihlwW rwey kotIey nMbrdwr nUM zrUr lYxw…auh bwhlw eI myly dw SONkI jy…bwhlI p`kI krdw sI'

' tihl isAW bwhlw eI mihkx ifAw eyN…qyry 'coN A`j jvwnI vyly dy SONkW dIAW l`ptW Aw rhIAW, bwhlI eI vlYqI sYNt qrONkI bYTYN… pUrI SISI dI SISI'

' auey bweI s`uKw isAW … jvwnI AwlIAW mihkW, mVkW qy tOArW jWdIAW reIAW Brwvw…clo Awh eI seI …aey mr QoVw jwxY '

' beI…Awh ijhVI bwdl-tOhVw dIAW j`PIAW pY rhIAW…auhdI suxwE…inhMgw dyh koeI Kbr swr'

'kwhdIAW j`PIAW ny…gON BunHwvy jON…sB isAwsI cwlW ny…jdoN pqw hux ptw iPrnY, PtI qoN gMgw nwaux qur pey…sulwh kr lI…rxjIq isMG Awlw rwj dyNdy dyNdy…Awp eI not k`Ty krn l`g pey…'

'Xwro qusIN qW AYvyN eI C`fI jWdy E…kihMdy sI AkwlI rwj neIN kr skdy.. Awh krky ivKw qw nw pUry pMj swl' 'kI rwj krqw srpMcw qUM qW AsloN eI iglq gwl dyNnw …ieh rwj krnY…koeI pMjwb dI mMg pUrI neIN krweI sYNtr nwl iBAwlI pweI r`KI...qIh qIh swlW dy lIfrW 'coN eynUM koeI lIfr neIN l`Bw, c`kky Awpxw muMfw eI mUhry kr qw hr QW.. f`fUAW dI pMsyrI nUM lu`t dI KulH dyky mgry 'c pweI iPrdw irAw…kI kIqw aus ny kOm dw.. kihMdw sI mYN byksUirAW nUM jylW coN CufwaUN…kI Aw Eey quhwfIAW zmIrW, AsloN eI mrIAW peIAW ny…AYvyN AwsW lweI bYTy E, Swied swfI vI ikqy vwrI Aw jwey lIfr bxn dI …Asl puCdYN qW kWgrs dy pMjwb 'c muVky pYr lvwaux vwly eI ieh AkwlI nI…AYvyN AMnHy vwh mgr fOrU vjweI jWdy E.. kOm dw byVw grk krky r`Kqw…hux mUVI cVHI ey qy is`K kOm qy pMQ Xwd Aw igAY…kOm dw byVw fobqw ienW lIfrW ny…'[ inhMg dIAW kOVIAW qy c`uBHvIAW pr s`cIAW g`lW sux sB pwsy kuJ icr leI cu`p ijhI vrq geI[

' kI Xwrw hr vyly isAwsI mwmilAW qy isMg PsweI r`Kdy E…kro koeI myly dI g`l hux AsIN phuMcx Awly AW'

'iek vwrI iek muMfw mYNQoN jvwnI dy nSy 'c bVw AwkV 'c lMGdw kihMdw, bwbw ik`dW lMGdI Aw A`j k`l, iF`lw ijAw l`gdYN…[' 'vDIAY Syrw…pr Awh ijhVI jvwnI qyry qy cVHI Aw nw, ieh swQoN eI quhwfy qy geI Aw, hux ieh buFwpw vI quhwfy qy swQoN eI AwauxY…smyN dIAW g`lW ny swaUAw'

skUl dI ivSwl grwauNf 'c myly dIAW pUrIAW rOxkW l`gIAW hoeIAW sn[ styfIAm stYNfW qy drSk pUry sjy bYTy sn[ bwl, jvwn bIbIAW qy mweIAW pUry joS auqSwh nwl v`K v`K KyfW 'c ih`sw lYN rhIAW sn[ grwaUNf 'c vlMtIAr sPyd sUtW qy lwl dup`itAW dy kmrk`sy krI grwaUNf ivc iqqlIAW vWg eyDr aDr B`j rhIAW sn[ AYm. sI kr rhI bIbI bhuq sohxI pMjwbI 'c AnwaUnsmYNtW kr rhI sI[ pUry AnuSwsn 'c KyfW c`l rhIAW sn[

myly dy bwhr v`K v`K iksm dy stwlW qy rOxkW l`gIAW hoeIAW sn[ pIl pulIs vwilAW ny v`K v`K ic`qrW rwhIN nOjvwnW nUM pIl pulIs jwien krn leI pyRrnw kIqI jw rhIy sI[ snYks stwl qy smosy, v`K v`K iksm dy kolf firMks, kUkIz, cwklyts Awid b`cy KrId rhy sn[ auh mylw kI ij`Qy PlUs nw hox[ ies stwl qy b`icAW dw vwhvw iek`T sI[ Awr eI AYs pI vwilAW ny p`bilstI mYtrIAl nwl mwipAW nUM ieh pwilsI lYx leI pRBwvq kr rhy sn[ aunHW dIAW g`lW nUM swfI tolI dy bzurgW ny bVy gOr nwl suixAw[ CotIAW sik`l KyfW dy iqMn cwr stwl sInIAr skUl klwsW dy b`icAW ny lwey hoey sn[ iek fwlr dw kUpn lYky bwl qy hwrs SU gymW Kyfky ienwm ij`qx leI KwsI BIV juVI hoeI sI[ ienHW stwlW qy syvw krky vlMtIAr b`cy AwpxI kimaUintI srivs dy krYif`t pUry kr lYNdy hn[ ienHW stwlW dy vlMtIAr myly dIAW tI SrtW pweI b`icAW nUM iKfw kr rhy sn[ b`icAW dy Pys pyNitMg dy stwl duAwly ieauN juVy hoey sn ijvyN mdwrIAW duAwly BIV juVI huMdI hY[ b`cy Pys pyNitMg krwky SISy 'c AwpxI bxI mUrq nUM vyK vyK iKV iKVw ky h`s rhy sn[ dUjy b`cy aunHW ip`Cy l`g KUb msKrIAW kr rhy sn Aqy myly dIAW rOxkW ivc vwDw kr rhy sn[ cMgIAW KurwkW nwl vDIAW srdwrIAW nUM QoVw Gtwaux vwly stwl ny swnUM sB nUM bhuq pRBwvq kIqw[ sB ny lwtrI leI prcIAW pweIAW[ AMg dwn vwly stwl qy swfI tolI 'coN iek ny ikhw, ' hW jI, AsIN swry eI Awpxy srIr dwn krdy AW…EdW qW hux swfI koeI bhuqI pu`C neIN jy…mrn ip`CoN jy ikqy ieh dyh iksy kMm Aw jwey qW swnUM KuSI hoeygI…lE lvwE swfy gUTy…'[' neIN bwpU jI, eydW neIN…jdoN qusIN nw rhy quhwfy srIr dw mwlk hovygw quhwfw pirvwr…Awh lE Pwrm…eynUM Awpxy pirvwr dI sihmqI nwl Brky Byj dyxw..[' swirAW ny hI auh Pwrm lY ley[ lyfIz sit`cz vwlI bIbI kulivMdr ivrk ny lyfIz dy v`K v`K rMgW, fIzweInW qy kFweIAW vwly sUtW dI pRdrSnI lwky iek vDIAw rMg bMinHAw hoieAw sI[ ieh bIbIAW dw mylw sI[ ies stwl qy cMgI rOx`k sI[ pr ikx imx ny stwl dI pRdrSnI nUM QoVw is`lw ijhw kIqw hoieAw sI[mylw pRbMDkW ny pUry mylIAW leI du`D sofy dI SbIl lwky iek hor mwArkw mwirAw hoieAw sI[mylw vyKdw hr vrg ies dw pUrw AwnMd mwx irhw sI[

grwaUNf 'c KyfW c`l rhIAW sn[ Asmwn qy b`dlW ny vI vwhvw dOVW lweIAW hoeIAW sn[auh vI kdI kdI KuS hoky v`sx vI l`g pYNdy[CotI motI ikx imx dOrwn vI KyfW krw rhy vlMtIArz qy v`K v`K Kyfw ivc ih`sw lY rhIAW mweIAW, bIbIAW qy b`icAW dy joS nUM m`Tw nw kr s`ikAw[pMjwh qoN auprlI aumr dIAW bIbIAW dI cwtI rys nUM drSkW ny qwVIAW nwl KUb hlw SyrI id`qI[ ijhVIAW bIbIAW ny ipMfIN rihMdy hoieAW B`qy Foey hoey sn auh pUry Awqm ivSvws nwl Awrwm nwl eI dOV ij`q jWdIAW[ ies dOV mOky audroN styj qoN mweIk vwlI bIbI ny dOV dy nwl hI pMjwbI lok gIqW dy bol cu`k id`qy['jy muMifAw vy myrI qor qUM vyKxI, gVvw lY dy cWdI dw vy l`k ih`lU mjwjn jWdI dw vy', 'kUc kUc cwtIAW mYN sukxy pwaunI AW, iek cwtI ivc l`sI, sONkx bVI kup`qI' Aqy 'jdoN jvwnI dw zor sI vy zwlmW, s`pxI vrgI qor sI vy zwlmW,… vMjlI vrgw bol sI vy zwlmW' vrgy gIqW nwl rys nUM bhuq hI vDIAw rMg bMinHAw hoieAw sI[ spUn rys, sYk rys qy iqMn tMgI dOV Awid rysW ny drSkW nUM p`bW Bwr kr id`qw[ ijhVIAW bIbIAW jugq qy qwl myl nwl B`j rhIAW sn auh sOiKAW eI jyqU ho geIAW[ jugq dy nwl ijMnHW dIAW l`qW 'c zor qy dm sI auh keI vwrI ip`CoN Awky vI A`gy inkl jWdIAW[ dOV 'c if`gx vwly Awp vI h`sdy qy drSkW 'c vI vwhvw hwsw pYdw huMdw[

sWJw mOj myly vwilAW ny eyj grup Anuswr kb`fI krwky iek kmwl dI pRMprw dw mu`F bMnH r`iKAw hoieAw sI[ kYnyfw ivc jMmI plI du`D vrgI CotI pnIrI nUM pMjwbIAW dI mW Kyf kb`fI dI jwg l`g rhI jwp rhI sI[ Coty b`cy cMgIAW p`kVW ivKw rhy sn[ jy ikqy kb`fI dy pRmotr eyQy eI iek kb`fI AkYfmI SurU kr dyx qW ies vrgI rIs koeI neIN ho s`kxI[ bwhroN mihMgy mu`l iKwfwrI mMgvwaux dI Swied loV eI nw rhy[ hux qW gory vI kb`fI dy ipV 'c au`qr rhy hn[ pMjwbI kb`fI dy lohVy dy SOkIn hn[ kwPI drS`k pOVIAW C`f kb`fI dy AKwVy duAwly Aw juVy hoey sn[ bwibAW ny vI Awpxy poiqAW vrgy iKfwrIAW nUM 'C`fIN nw', au`T KV', 'PV lY hux jwey nw', 'SwbwS pw dy inAwxw' vrgIAW hlw SyrIAW dy dy cMgy ByV krwey[ b`cy hONsly 'c ho gey[ kb`fI dy ByV v`ifAW dI Kyf nwloN vI izAwdw idlc`sp ho gey[ kb`fI dy srkl duAwly iPrdw, kb`fI dw nwmvr pRmotr qy ies Kyf dw AwS`k, s:byAMq isMG DwlIvwl auQy iml ipAw[ auh hr swl luiDAwxy, gurUnwnk styfIAm ivc loDI vrlf kb`fI k`p krwauNdw hY[ aus ny d`isAw ik ies swl vwly tUrnwmYNt dI qrIk 30 jnvrI bMnH id`qI geI hoeI hY[

kb`fI dy nwl hI r`sy dy mukwbly vI SurU ho gey[ r`sw ksI ivc bIbIAW ny Awpxy pUry jOhr ivKwey[ mnorMjn dy nwl zor AzmweI vI hoeI[ hr Kyf 'c zor ibnW g`l Brwvo neIN jy bxdI[ pMjwh swl qoN aupr dIAW bIbIAW dI cwtI rys vyK swfy bylI bwibAW dw vI Awpxy jOhr ivKwaux leI mn mcl auiTAw[ myry kMn ivc keI vwrI ieh KwihS pweI geI[ bIbI Avqwr kor ny jdoN mYNnUM ies mOky qy kuJ sMdyS dyx leI ikhw qW mYN AwpxIAW BYxW qy mwx krdy hoey ny ibnW AwigAw hI bwibAW dI dOV dw AYlwn kr id`qw[ myrIAW BYxW ny pihlW swfI ieh bynqI mMnI nhIN sI[ aunHW ikhw sI ik bzurgW dIAW KyfW QoVy idnW 'c hI krweINAW jwxIAW hn[ aunHW ny myrI AnwaUnsmYNt dw mwx kridAW bwibAW dI dOV krw id`qI[ ies dOV dy jyqU jQydwr su`Kdyv isMG r`kbw nUM imilAw $ 20 dw ienwm mylw kmytI nUM b`icAW nUM hI ienwm dyx leI moV id`qw[ ies ip`CoN inhMg gurmyl isMG r`kbw ny bwhW qy qurky pUry myly 'c qwVIAW dIAW gUMjW pvw id`qIAW[g`lW ho rhIAW sn ik vyKo ieh bweI bwhW qy hI swry srIr nUM qoldw hoieAw qur irhw hY ijQy swfy 'coN bhuiqAW leI l`qW qy vI is`Dw qurnw AOKw hoieAw ipAY[ ikx imx ivc hI KyfW c`ldIAW rhIAW[ BweI GxeIAw Pst eyf vwlI bIbI ny qW kmwl hI kr id`qI[ auh kYnyfIAn PlYg dw p`lw isr qy r`K Awpxy tybl qy f`tI rhI[ ies Kyf PyAr 'c pIl pulIs dy rlyimly trynI vlMtIArz dI vI cwtI rys krweI geI[iek kwly trynI ny isr qy r`KI cwtI dw vDIAw bYlMs kridAW kwPI lIf nwl ieh rys ij`qI[

mOsm ny vI keI rMg bdly[ kdI kwlIAW GtwvW cV AwauNdIAW, kdI ikx imx qy iPr Du`p inkl AwauNdI[ ies swry bdldy mOsm ivc sB ny ies sWJy P`n PyAr dw pUrw AwnMd mwixAw[ bIbIAW b`dlW nUM lok gIq nwl sMboDq ho jWdIAW 'Ajy nw vr aey nw vr b`dlw Ajy nw vr a kwilAw, vIr myry ny BwjV pweIAW huxy nw vr peIN vy kwilAw'[ pMjwbIAW dy mwx s: gurbKS isMG m`lHI AYm.pI ny ies myly 'c hwzr BrI qy mylw pRbMDk dy audm dI SlwGw kIqI[ drSk bIbI Avqwr AOjlw dy audm, aus dIAW swQxW qy vlMtIArz dI ihMmq qoN pUry KuS sn[jdoN du`D sofy dy g`Py lw swfI FwxI myly 'coN inklx l`gI qW s: byAMq isMG DwlIvwl ny pMjwbI pRYs kl`b AwP kYnyfw dI gwlw nweIt leI A`T kMplImYNtrI pws dy swnUM aus ivc Swiml hox dw s`dw dy id`qw[

myly 'coN hwlI inkl hI rhy sI ik myry iek purwxy stUfYNt qy kwlj dy cotI dy BWgVI nUrpurIey nMbrdwrW dy j`sI ny h`Q dy ky swnUM rok ilAw[ auh mYNnUM khy ik AwE hux myry nwl c`lo[ swQI bzurg kihx AsIN ikvyN jwx idAWgy[ iek boilAw, ' AwvyN swfy nwl qy jWvyN iksy hor nwl, b`ly auey clwk s`jxw'[ ieh sux KUb hwsw ipAw[ pr mYN Awpxy bylIAW nUM rwzI kr hI ilAw pr bVI muSkl nwl[ aus idn dI myry myly dI rihMdI ksr j`sI ny k`F id`qI[ Awpxy A`sI hzwrI kYfil`k joNgy 'c KUb sYrW krweIAW[ aus ivc jhwz vWgUM sItW mUhry tI vI skrInW l`gIAW hoeIAW sn[ gurdws mwn dI nvIN vIfIE c`l rhI sI[ 'muV muV Xwd sqwvy ipMf dIAW glIAW dI' gIq brYNptn dIAW sVkW qy gUMjW pw irhw sI[ Gr phuMcy, Awpxy swry pirvwr nwl myrI jwx pihcwx krweI[ aus dw Gr vyK ky bhuq KuSI hoeI[ mYN eyfy vDIAw qy v`fy Gr nUM vyKky pu`iCAw, "j`sI! kI ieho ijhy jugwV pMjwb 'c rihMidAW bx s`kxy sI?" iKV ky h`isAw qy AwKx l`gw, "jI au`Qy huMdy qW rul jWdy…eyQy myhnq mzdUrI nUM eI cMgy Pl l`g jWdy ny[" myrI syvw 'c Awpxy muMifAW nUM aus B`jweI hI r`iKAw[ kwPI dyr bYTy rhy[ keI iksm dyy krwry rVy mIt qy jl pwxI nwl DMn DMn krw id`qI[ auTx nhIN sI dyNdw[ AwKIr rwq vwlI gwlw nweIt qy jwx Kwqr Cu`tI leI[ kihMdw, " aey muMifE AwE ipRMsIpl swihb nMU C`f AweIey…ienHW dy swQ nwl A`j mYN pUrI cVHq 'c AW[" Gr hwlI phuMicAw hI sI ikN myly vwly myry swQIAW dw jQw Aw DmikAw[ mYN Qkwvt kwrn nw jw s`kx leI mwPI mMgI[ pr auh ikQy mMnx vwly sn[pUry mOjI roNA ivc sn[kihMdy, "ipRMsIpl Xwrw! AYN nw kr, A`j dy rOx`k myly dw qoVw gwlw nweIt 'c hI JwVWgy…ijMnHW nwl qurIey qoV in`BHIey[" hux myry koloN nWh nw ho s`kI[XwrW dosqW dy ipAwr qy mwx ny mUhry lw qor ilAw[

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