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ipCly 15 idnW qoN mYN Awpxy dosqW ƒ pu`Cdw Aw irhw hW peI qusIN Awpxy ierd igrd koiel ƒ gwauNdI vyiKAw hY? iksy ny vI hW ivc jvwb nhIN id`qw[ mYƒ bhuq iPkr l`gw[ grmI dI ru`q Awaux nwl jdoN AµbW ƒ bUr pYNdw hY qW koiel dI im`TI Awvwz suxweI idµdI hY[ ieh Cotw ijhw pµCI AµbW dy ru`KW ivc hI ikqy luikAw huµdw hY[ meI-jUn mhIny ivc ieh pµCI nzr AwauNdw hY[ hux kI ho igAw hY? ikqy idisAw hI nhIN[ pihlW mYN vyiKAw ik igrJW vI Alop ho geIAW[ icVIAW dI igxqI vI Gt geI hY[ SihrI izµdgI ny jµglI jwnvrW ƒ qy kIVy mkOiVAW ƒ ingl ilAw hY[ ig`dV vI ikqy hvWkdy nhIN suxweI idµdy[ s`p Kqm ho cu`ky hn Aqy inauly vI ausy rwh v`l qor id`qy gey hn[ brswqW ivc f`f¨AW dI vI ikqy gVHYN gVHYN krn dI Awvwz kµnIN nhIN pYNdI[ iqqlIAW vI hux G`t hI idsdIAW hn[

kI swfI mnu`KW dI nsl hux izµdgI dy hor rUpW dw bIj nws krn auqy qulI peI hY?

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