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ie`kvIN sdI ivc hux ierwk dI lokrwjI srkwr hoeygI ijhVI buS pRSwsn dyvygw[ieh lokW dIAW votW dI QW qy pYNtwgn dIAW lyzr imzweIlW nwl qbwh kIqy FWcy qy ausrygI[ auh buS dI mrzI dI hovygI[ AmrIkw dw iek syvw mukq jnrl jy gwrnr dI kmWf hyT qy keI dhwikAW qoN ieMglYNf ivc rih rhy ierwkI nYSnl kWgrs dy lIfr Aihmd cwlwbI dI hovygI[ hoeI nw Awpy hI buS dI srkwr Aqy ikMnHW leI kMm krygI? inscY hI buS dy nyk swmrwjI ihqW dI syvw krygI[ ierwk dy qyl soimAW dI r`jky lu`t krygI[ muV auswrI qy qyl dy Tyky AmrIkw dIAW kMpnI nUM Alwt vI ho gey hn[ nyk kMmW ivc dyrI kwhdI[ vrlf bYNk dy krzy qy vrlf tryf sMgTn pCVy ierwk dI KUb syvw krngy[ies jMg ivc AmrIkI Aslw PYktrIAW dw mwl vI Kpq ho igAw qy nvyN nvyN qjrby vI kr ley[ A`gy hor vI mwrU h`iQAwr bxwey jwxgy ijs nwl bdySI srkwrW nUM eynW BYAw pYdw ho jweygw ik auh ierwk ijMnHI vI jArq nhIN kr s`kxgy qy KUn foloH bgYr hI dySW dIAW srkwrW lWBy ho jwieAw krngIAW qy BYA BIq hoeIAW buS dy POjI kmWfrW dw hwrW nwl suAwgq krn l`g pYxgIAW[ Blw ikhVIAW srkwrW? ijhVIAW AmrIkw dIAW myhrW dw lwhw lYx qoN nWh nukr krngIAW[ ikauNik gryt AmrIkw dunIAW dw Blw krn quirAw hoieAw hY[ AmrIkI Awpxw fulHdw KUn brdwSq nhIN kr skdy[ AmrIkI KUun grIbW dy KUn nwloN izAwdw kImqI hY[ hY nw iek mwArky vwlI nIqI dunIAW leI[ ie`kvIN sdI dy SurU ivc hI iek XwdgwrI qohPw lokweI leI! loko itky rho, AYvyN nw jlUs qy mzwhry krdy bW bW kro[ kuJ Awpxy Awp nUM bhuqy hI smJdwr khwauNdy isr iPirAW dy ip`Cy nw l`go[

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