pRvwsIAW dy t`utdy Brm qy ausrdy ivSvwS - ipRMsIpl blkwr isMG bwjvw

mnuK izMdgI dy hr pVw qy kuJ Brm pwldw hY[ Brm iek iksm dy supny huMdy hn ijhVy bMdy dIAW qWGW qy aumMgW dy hI rUp huMdy hn[ ienHW supn aufwrIAW ivc QuVW, d`bIAW kuclIAW KwihSW dI pUrqI bhuqI hI BwrU huMdI hY[ smyN, sQwn qy pRsiQ`qI dIAW kTor scweIAW dw ADwr ikAwisAW hI nhIN igAw huMdw[ bhuqI vwrI ieh klpnwvW AslIAq qoN bhuq dUr huMdIAW hn[ hwlI bMdw ienHW dy snmuK ju nhIN hioeAw huMdw[ BrmW dy mihl pihlW hI auswr ley huMdy hn[ bMdw dUijAW dIAW hoxIAW qy qjribAW nUM pRvwn nhIN krdw ikauNik hwlI aus nUM AwpxI smrQw qy bVw Brosw qy mwn huMdw hY; Awpxy b`icAW qy auVkW dw XkIn huMdw hY ik ieh lokW dI aulwd vWg nhIN; ieh v`Kry qy Kws aul-Kws hn[ ieh hmySW hI myrI kihxI qy krnI qy hux vWg hI Pu`l cVwauNdy rihxgy[ pr ies qrHW huMdw nhIN[ is`tw ieh inkldw hY smucy smwjk-AwrQ`k qwxy bwxy dy byilhwz qy byinAz rgiVAW ivc hOlI hOlI ieh Brm t`utxy SurU ho jWdy hn qy izMdgI dy s`c ivSvwSW dy rUp ivc ausrn l`g pYNdy hn[ ieh ivSvwS jIvI jw rhI izMdgI dIAW qlK hkIkqW coN Awp hI pYdw hoeI qury jWdy hn[ hr iek nwl ieh vwprdw hY[ iPr bMdy nUM ieMnHW nUM svIkwr krnw hI pYNdw hY Aqy auh dwnw bInw bx hr KuMf crcw ivc dUijAW nUM m`qW dyx l`g pYNdw hY[ ieh Bwxy sB nwl vwpryq rhy hn, ieMfIAw dy mukwbly eyQy kYnyfw ivc bhuqy[

dsONDw isMG (nWA swry hI PrzI hn) ny lMmI socky ieko iek pu`qr nUM mW vrgI j`dI pu`SqI BoeyN gYihxy krky kYnyfw sY`t kIqw sI[ Aws sI ik muMfw kYnyfIAn kmweI nwl ienHW ik`ilAW nUM vI Cufweygw qy ienHW ivc vwDw krygw[ iPr swfI ipMf ivc cVHq hovygI[ pr muMfy dy lwry aUT dy bulH vWg lmkdy hI gey[ kuVIAW pihlW hI ivAwhIAW vrIAW sn[ muMfy ny soicAW bwpU qy byby auQy ikhVy m`kI g`ufdy Aw[ eyQy hI bulw lYNdy AW[ hor kuJ nhIN hOlI hOlI ds swl pYnSn lYx vwly ho jwxgy; bs iPr vwry inAwry ho jwxgy; auQy bYTw AYvyN lokW dI g`lW sux ik`ilAW dy supny leI jWdy hn qy swnUM PUnW qy hnory mwrdy rihMdy hn; eyQy hor kuJ nhIN qW sMBwilAw krngy[ auh dovyN jIA vI Aw ibrwjy[ kuJ idn pihly lMGy cwAvW mlwrW nwl[ hOlI hOlI kTor scweIAW Awpxy drSn dyx l`g peIAW[ eyDroN auDroN vyKw vyKI auh Pwrm qy XU pI dy BeIAW vWg kMm krn l`g ipAw qy GrvwlI AWFxW guAWFxW dI rIso rIsI iksy PYktrI dy sVy qyl dy musk qy DUVW P`kx l`g peI[ auDr nUMh pu`q fbl jwbW   qy Evr tweImW  dy JMjtW ivc Psy guAwcy vyKdy qW socdy ik ieh kI dyS hY ij`Qy rotI, k`pVy qy mkwn leI hI eynW hwloN byhwl hoxw pYNdw hY[ isAwVW dy vwDy, trYktrW qy itaUbvYlW dy supny ryq dy mihlW vWg Fih FyrI ho gey[ Brm tu`t ivSvwS ausr Kloqw ik eyQy dI kmweI eyQy dy KUh qy l`g jWdI hY[ bMdw Awpxy ipMf, Awpxy BweIcwry dIAW rOxkW, pMjwb dIAW pury dIAW pOxW qy isAwl dIAW kosIAW Du`pW guAw kYnyfw jogw rih jWdw hY[ A`goN pu`q poqIAW dy cihn c`kr vyKdw sB kuJ guAwc igAw mihsUs krdw hY[

hYfmwstr syvw mu`kq hoey AjYb isMG dI ielwky ivc pUrI Swn sI[ swrw ielwkw ausdy AiDAwpnI hunr, pRqIb`Dqw, iemwndwrI, isAwxp, inrp`K qy dlyr soc dw kdrdwn sI[ skUl ivc aus dI pVHweI jugqW qy ivSw muhwrq dIAW DuMmW peIAW hoeIAW sn[ aus dI AwKI g`l qy swry Pu`l cVwauNdy sn[ Gr ivc vI aus dI pUrI c`ldI sI[ aus dy AwdrSW dI CW hyT ply aus dy dovyN pu`qr isry dy AwigAwkwrI sn[ kYnyfw ivc sWJy pirvwr vWg iek`Ty hI rihMdy sn[ eyQy auh vDIAw sY`t ho cu`kyy sn[ A`goN aunHW dy b`cy iek dUjI mW nUM CotI jW v`fI mMmI jI kihky bulwauNdy sn[ dovyN muMfy qy iek nUMh kMm krdy sn[ dUjI nUMh Gry b`icAW nUM sWBdI sMBwldI sI[ auh b`icAW nUM ieauN sMBwldI ijvyN aus dy do nhIN cwr DIAW pu`q hox[

syvw mukqI ip`CoN ienHW muMifAW ny mMmI fYfI nUM kYnyfw bulw ilAw[ eyArport qyy nUMhW pu`q qy pu`q poqIAW suAwgq leI phuMcy hoey sn[ iemIgrySn rsmW mukw jdoN auh bwhr inkly qW swirAW CoitAW v`ifAW ny aunHW dy crnW qy m`Qy tyky qy bhuq hI mmqw BrIAW g`lvkVIAW pweIAW[ gyt qy bwkI dySW qy kOmW dy lok Awpxy ipAwirAW dI aufIk ivc KVy BwrqI k`lcr dw ieh nzwrw vyK rhy sn[ aunHW dy ichirAW qy kuJ Ascrjqw BrI pRsMnSw vwly hwv Bwv nzr Aw rhy sn[ p`CmI lokW nUM ieh sIn AcMBy BirAw l`g irhw sI[

pihly idnW dIAW dwAvqW qy moVvIAW pwrtIAw qoN vyhly hoey qW izMdgI AwpxI swDwrn cwl qy roNA ivc qur peI[ AjYb isMG ny vyiKAw ik pMjwbI KwixAW ivc b`cy bhuqI rucI nhIN sn r`Kdy[ jMk PUf  nUM hu`Bky bVy suAwd nwl KWdy[ sbzIAW qy rotIAW tybl qy vyKky kihx l`g pYNdy Bu`K nhIN hY[ mWvW dIAW AWDrW b`cy nUM Bu`Kw vyKky ivlk auTdIAW[ aunHW ny swhmxy qW kuJ nw bolxw pr A`gw ip`Cw krky aunHW nuM ieMgilS Kwxw dyky hI cYn nwl sON s`kdIAW[ AjYb isMG dy dlIlW Bry iviKAwx nUMh pu`q nIvIAW pw ieauN suxdy ijvyN iksy bwby dI gYbI S`kqI qoN frdI sMgq isr su`tI suxI jWdI hY[ iksy ny koeI aujr vI nw krnw[ pr ikcn mInUM   ivc koeI qbdIlI vI nw ilAwauxI[ pMcwieqI FMg vwlI lyfIz dI iek kmytI vI bxweI geI[ pr koeI sPlqw nw imlI[

hYfmwstr swihb nUM AwpxI pVHwaux klw qy pUrw gOrv sI[ aus dI qy aus dy pu`qrW dI idlI ie`Cw sI ik ies klw dw lwhw hux Coty b`icAw dI pVHweI ivc ilAw jwvy[ aus dy pu`qr Awpxy b`icAW nUM dwdU kol jwky pVHx leI Byjdy[ iek vwrI iek b`cy dI iksy ivhwrk koqwhI kwrn aus ny aus b`cy dy iek CotI ijhI ctwkI g`l qy lw id`qI[ poqw qW f`ifAw auiTAW[ hyToN aus dI mMmI dI bhuq hI gusYlI ijhI au`cI ic`clwht aus dy kMnIN peI[ pu`q vI Awky p`uCx l`gw[ AjYb isMG ny bwby poqy dw POjdwrI kys nUMh pu`q dI kort ivc pyS huMdw BWp ilAw[ aus nUM iek bhuq v`fw J`tkw l`gw[ fUMGweI nwl soc igAw[ aus ny iek dm poqy nUM gl nwl lwieAw qy ipAwr kridAW vrw ilAw, 'bytw A`goN qoN ies qrHW kdI nhIN hoeygw'[ pu`qr nUM kih id`qw koeI g`l nhIN AYvyN swfw dwdy poqy dw mwmlw sI AsIN smyt ilAw hY[ A`goN vwsqy fUMGweI nwl socky AsUl bxw ilAw ik jy poqy Awky shwieqw mMgdy hn qW pUrI KulidlI nwl idau, nhIN qW ipAwr kro qy cMgy ivhwr dy mwfl   bxy rho[ smu`cy mwhOl coN ieh g`l ivSvwS bx au`BrI ik eyQoN dIAW mWvW nUM BwrqI tIcr fMfy vwhk krKq firl mwstr hI l`gdy hn[ eyQy dIAW mWvW qy b`cy ies pVHwaux FMg nUM cMgw nhIN smJdy[ aus dy Awpxy cMfy qy pVHwey pu`q AwpxIAW ausrIAW nIhW dy pRsMSk sn pr lwcwrI v`s bol kuJ nhIN sn s`kdy[

AjYb isMG cwhuMdw sI ik Gr ivc pMjwbI dw bol bwlw hovy[ swry hI g`lW bwqW pMjwbI ivc hI krn[ nUMhW qy A`goN b`cy vI pMjwbI is`Kx[ auh AwauNdw hoieAw pMjwbI dy vDIAw pRweImr  lYky AwieAW hoieAw sI[ pr poiqAW qy kI iksy nUMh rwxI ny vI koeI auqSwh pRgt nw kIqw[ nUMhW BwvyN gurduvwrw swihb pRqI pUrI SrDw r~KdIAW sn pr pMjwbI bolI nwl aunHW nUM koeI moh nhIN sI[ vYsy pwrtIAW ivc pMjwbI gIqW qy ig`Dy BMgVy dIAW cMgIAW DmwlW pwauNdIAW sn[ gIqW dy bol myrI jwcy aunHW nUM G`t hI smJ AwauNdy sn[ smJdwr hMiFAw vriqAw bMdw sI smJ igAw ik bolI Gr ivc auh hI b`cy is`Kdy hn ijhVI mW cwhuMdI hY qy boldI hY[ AjYb isMG dw iek bhuq v`fw Brm sI ik auh Gr dy swry b`jt dw AwfItr jnrl  hovygw[ ipClI AwpxI pYnSn qy zmIn dI swrI Awmdn iek QW pUl hovygI qy iPr Gr dIAW qrjIhW ivc vMfky KrcI jwieAw krygI[ Kwx pIx qy pihnx prcx ivc sMkocvIN isAwxp vrqI jwieAw krygI[ aus dI ies AsUl dI duhweI nUM iksy pwisauN koeI gMBIr huMgwrw nw imilAw[ qy aus ny Awpxw l`fU Cotw kr ilAw[

kihMdy ny ik koeI bMdw dUr dUjy ielwky ivc vWFy igAw[ ipMf Awky au`QoN dI iek g`l sunwaux l`gw ik hYN BeI Plwxy ipMf l`fU sn AYfy AYfy (bwhW Kolky dsy )[ sunx vwlw gpOV qy h`sdw kihMdw, 'qyrI g`l BweI A`goN iPr suxWgy pihlW l`fU Cotw kr '[ AjYb isMG nUM vI Awpxy pwly Brm Coty krny pey qy auh pMK pMKyrUM huMdy jwpy[ ivSvwS b`Jx l`g ipAw ik 'BweI! ikauN AYvyN JUrI jwnYN[ qUM AwpixAW b`icAW nUM vDIAw bxwieAw hY[ qyrw iezq mwx pUrw hY; qUM lwly vWg AYvyN hI AglIAW puSqW dw iPkr krky ikauN byloVIAW kuiVqxW pYdw krdw hYN[ ijMnHW jMmIAW auh Awpy ivAwhjxgy[ auh ijs qrHW dy aunHW nUM bnwauxgy ausy qrHW dy Pl Bogxgy[ ij`dHW ijauxw cwhuMdy hn jIaux dy aunHW nUM[ izMdgI dI Swm vyly ikauN t`itaulI vWg Asmwn v`l tMgW cu`kI iPrdYN[ Asmwn kdI nhIN if`gdw[ msq ho qy izMdgI dw AwnMd lY[ ' ies ivSvwS dy ausrn vyly aus nUM brYNptn nwnksr gurduvwry bYiTAW syvw isMG gryvwl dy auh bol kMnW 'c gUMjy, "eyQy bweI jI! sOKw auh hY ijhVw nUMhW pu`qW dy kMmW kwrW ivc dKl nw dyvy[ dKl AMdwzI nUM ieh AwpxI AwzwdI qy hmlw smJdy hn"[ audoN auh hwlI ivztr  AwieAw hoieAw sI[ ieh sux AjYb isMG Gr nUM AwauNdw mMn bcnI kr irhw sI "hyKW, eyDW vI ho s`kdY ikqy; myrI aulwd myry qoN nwbr nhIN ho s`kdI; AsIN iek mu`T ho pMcwieqI FMg qrIky nwl Gr bwhr clwvWgy[ eyky ivc hmySW hI brkq huMdI hY["  audoN auhnUM ic`q cyqw hI nhIN sI ik kYnyfw phuMcky aus dI soc qy kwrvweIAW nUM ies qrHW dIAW cuxOqIAW imlxgIAW qy auh AxgOilAW jwvygw[ aus dy Brm hux ryq dy GrW vWg tu`t rhy sn[

kuJ icr ip`CoN aus dy muMfy vI A`f ho gey[ eykqw vwlw AwKrI Brm vI tu`t igAw[ pr ijs qrIky qy slIky nwl aunHW ny vMfwrw kIqw aus qoN aus nUM pUrI sMquStI qy KuSI imlI[ aus nUM ies ivc aunHW dy myl imlwp dI ij`q qy AwpxI QoVI vifAweI mihsUs hoeI[ pu`qW ivc aus nUM AwpxI soc dI joq itmkdI l`gI[

sikaurtI dI jwb kridAW iek swQI dI j`goN qyrvIN gwQw suxI[ mwstr ikrpwl isMG mogy qoN rItwiermYNt lY torWto rihMdy muMfy kol bVI Awx Swn nwl iqMn swl hoey AwieAw sI[ ip`Cy ipMf SONk nwl bxweI koTI, dohW jIAW dI d`s hzwr dy krIb pYnSn, zmIn dI Awmdn qy Gr dIAW hor sB suK-shUlqW kwr, skUtr, Pirj, tIvI, kUlr Awid Bwv Pu`lW qy kwto Kyfx vwlI izMdgI sI[ v`fI kuVI cMgI pVHI il`KI pMjwb ivc ivAwhI vrHI, do muMfy, iek kYnyfw qy iek AmrIkw[ dovyN hI KyqI XUnIvrstI dy AYm AYs sI sn[ dovyN hI eyDr vDIAw jwbW   qy sY`t[ sB kuJ sIgw pr ieko iek Gwt sI nUMh rwxI ivc pirvwrk jIvn jIaUx dI soJI nhIN sI[ ies myry dosq swQI nUM eyQy dy GrylU hwlwqW ny bhuq hI qMg qy pRySwn kIqw[ eyQyN dI lVkI dI hlkI soc qy aus dy mwipAW dI muMfw mMgvwaux dw APryvW qy hYNkV[ iek`iTAW rihMidAW bhuq hI mwnis`k qsIhy sihxy pey[ ies g`l dw eynw hMkwr sI ik auh cwhuMdy sI ik ieh buVHI buVHw vI jvweI vWg swfy qy swfI lVkI dy gulwm bxky rihx[ svYmwx vwly KWdy pINdy mwipAW nUM ieh mrn brobr l`gdw sI[ aunHW ny dwdw dwdI nUM pu`q poiqAW nUM ipAwr krn qy izMdgI dy AwKrI swlW ivc ienHW nUM CWvW kridAW ibqwaux dw supnw sPl nw hox id`qw[ mwstr ny Awpxy h`QIN lwey bUitAW kol rihx Kwqr bQyrIAW koiSSW kIqIAW[ PwrmW 'c AOKy kMm kIqy[ sikaurtI dw kMm kridAW rwqW dy AxINdy vI Jwgy[ b`s iek hI is`k sI ik pu`qrW vWg poiqAW qy vI h`QIN CwvW krdy rhIey[ pr muMfy dI mjbUrI jW aus dI GrylU jIvn dI brbwdI nw vyK s`kx dI Bwvnw ny aunHW nUM vwps jwx qy mjbUr kr hI id`qw[ jwx vyly q`k mwstr eynI ku kmweI krn l`g ipAw sI ik auh AOKw sOKw eyQy rihx dw qorw qor s`kdw sI[ Krcy vI aunHW koloN lY s`kdy sI pr ieh hI soicAw ik pu`q dw SrIk bxky rihMidAW dohW dIAW AwqmwvW B`ujxgIAW[ mW dw idl qViPAw pu`q AOKw hovygw qy aus dI sB pwsy bdnwmI hovygI[ jwx qoN pihLW kwPI icr bYTw Awpxy idl dI vydnw sWJI krdw irhw[ kihMdw, 'kI supny lYky Awey sI; ikhVy mn nwl jw rhy hW; vwps ipMf phuMcky s`c vI nhIN bol s`kdy; ieh hI AwKWgy ipMf dIAW rOxkW, pMjwb dI AwpxI im`tI nwl moh hI swnUM cu`k ilAwieAw jy bwkI qW BweI auQy bhuq su`K shUlqW hn[ AwpxI AOlwd dI, Awpxy irSqydwrW dI b`dKoeI krnw Awpxw hI it`F nMgw krnw hI hovygw[ 'eyArport qy jwx l`igAw j`PI coN inklx l`gw BrIAW A`KW nwl kihMdw ik ijs idn ies hvweI A`fy qy auqry sI mn ivc kuJ v`fy supinAW vrgy Brm sn, A`j ausy hI QW qy BrmW dy F`Ty SIS mihl dIAW iKMfIAW kMkrW hMJUAW ivc dI cmkdIAW sUlW l`g rhIAW hn qy id`l nUM ivMnH rhIAW hn[ rihxw au`Qy hI svrg hY ij`Qy idl iml jwx[ auh BwgW vwly ny ijhVy Awpxy pirvwrW ivc rMgIN v`s rhy ny[ ieh kihMdw hoieAw ieko J`tky nwl j`PI coN inkl bYg PV sikaurtI gyt pwr kr igAw[ mW dI A`QrUMAW nwl iB`jI cuMn pu`qr dw mUMh DoNdI l`g rhI sI[

so dosqo, ijhVI CotI jW v`fI puSq ieh socky eyQy AweI sI jW Aw rhI hY ik A`gy ip`Cy AwpxI pihcwx bxweI r`KWgy mihz iek Brm qy BulyKw hY[ ieh g`l Bu`l jwxI cwhIdI hY[ ieho ijhy supny fwlrW dI kmweI qy in`jI AwzwdI dIAW DUVW ivc nzr nhIN jy AwauNdy[ nvIN puSq hux fwlr mwArkw bx geI hY[ auh hux eyQoN dy vwsI bx jwxy hn[ vys Bys vI eyQoN vwlw hoxw hY[ pMjwbIAW vwlIAW pihcwxW hux rul Kul jwxIAW hn[ ieh hI duAw vrgI ApIl hY ik byS`k kYnyfIAn bx jwvo pr eyQoN dI cMgI qihzIb dy DwrnI bxo[ AYvyN isr dy vwlW, dwVIAW, pihrwivAW dI AMnHI bWdr nkl nw kro[ eyQoN dI rihql dy cMgy gux Apxwau qy Awpxy A`gy aucyrI is`iKAw dy tIcy r`Kky isAwxp BrpUr dRiStI pYdw kro[ ies ivc hI hux quhwfI vif`qx qy sPlqw hY[

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