 mwfrn nwt SYlI ....
- govrDn g~bI
im~qro ... kuJ idn pihlW cMfIgVH dy tYgor
iQeytr ivc hoey 'rwStrI nwtk prv-2003' dIAW kuJ XwdW mYN quhwfy nwl
vMfwauxw cwhuMdw hW [ ieh prv h&qw Br cilAw.. au`qr m`D Kyqr sMsikRq kyNdr, ielwhwbwd
vloN pRwXijq ies prv ivc pRisD khwxIkwrW qy nwtkkwrW vloN nwtk Kyfy gey ...nwtk roz s`q
vjy SurU ho jWdw sI... ijs idn BIV (sroqy) ijAwdw aumV AwauNdI qW AwXojk iQeytr dy bUhy
A`gy l`qW bwhvW AVw ky ft jWdy qy nwtk dyKx leI s`dw p`qr ( ienvItySn kwrf) idKwaux dI mMg
krdy qy jy hwl 'c kursIAW sKxIAW rih jWdIAW qW h`Q joV ky bulwauNdy ik Awau nwtk dyKo qy
swfI iezq bcwaux ivc mdd kro... mYQoN bVI muiSkl nwl isrP do nwtk hI dyK hoey qy qIjy idn
myrI iQeytr vl jwx dI ihMmq nhIN peI... Brwvo ! hux qusIN d`so ik fUF GMtw ibnw ih`lyjuly
ikhVw bYTw rhy ..! so myrI ADUrI prv Xwqrw kuJ ies qrW SurU hoeI [
prv SurU hox vwly idn dPqr qoNN Awky mYN AwpxI Drm pqnI
qy mW ipau nUM nwl lY ky nwtk dyKx vwsqy iQeytr ivc phuMc igAw... pihlW BIV ijAwdw
sI...auhnW s`dy p`qr ivKwaux dy hukm suxwey...swfy kol s`dy p`qr nhIN sn [ mYN ikhw ik A`j
qoN pihlW qW kdy iksy ny kwrf nhIN p`uCy qW iPr A`j ikauN ? AsIN lwcwrI d`sI, auhnW swnUM
AMdr jwx qoN mnHw kr id`qw...mYN soicAw, jykr nwtk ibnw dyiKAW prqy qW byiezqI hoeygI...mW
ny kihxw hY ik pu`qr nUM cOdW swl ho gey cMfIgVH rihidAW [ PVW mwrdy ny ik AsIN Plwx hW,
itmkwx hW... pr Agly D`ky mwrn nUM iPrdy ny...pr r`b ny swfI sux leI ...AwXojkW nUM AMdr
drSkW dI Gwt mihsUs hoeI...so swnUM dwKlw iml igAw... mYN r`b dw l`K l`K Sukr mxwieAw..
myry muhoN Awp muhwry inkilAw, qumIN rwiKau lwj hmwrI...
Gr vwlI nUM qW mYN keI vwrI nwtk Awid dyKx leI Awpxy
nwl zbrdsqI GsIt lYNdW pr mW ipau myry kdy kdweIN kwbU AwauNdy ny... AsIN AwpxIAW AwpxIAW
sItW 'qy bYT gey...hwl lgBg BirAw hoieAw sI... srkwrI APsr ijAwdw Awey hoey sn ikauNik
AwXojn srkwr ny kIqw sI... iesdw AMdwjw mYN bwhr KVIAW lwl b`qI vwlIAW g`fIAW qoN hI lgw
ilAw sI[ auhnW ivc keI qW ipkink pwrtI mxwaux dI qrW Awey sn qy Awpxy nwl Kwx pIx vwlw KUb
swrw smwn lY ky Awey sn qy mnwhI dy bwvjUd auh icps bgYrw svwd lY lY KWdy rhy qy pYktW dI
KVKtwht nwl bwkIAW leI bysvwdI pYdw krdy rhy [ auhnW nUM koeI rok vI nhIN skdw sI AwiKr
srkwr nwl pMgw lYxw ikhVw sOKw kMm hY !
aus idn idKwey jwx vwly nwtk dw nwm sI 'ikcn kQw'...
khwxI sI pMjwb dy pRisD kvI 'surjIq pwqr' dI ...inrdySkw sI AMqrrwStrI p`Dr dI mShUr
rMgkrmI 'nIlm mwn isMG cODrI'[ hwlWik nwtk prv pMjwb dI rwjDwnI 'c ho irhw sI pr CyhW
nwtkW ivc pMjwbI dw ieh ieko iek nwtk sI bwkI swry dy swry ihMdI BwSw dy ...! iQeytr dI
swrI styj nUM iek v`fI AslI rsoeI dy rUp ivc sjwieAw igAw sI... ijs ivc Pl Pul qy Gwh PUs,
jlybIAW qy pkOVy bxwaux dw smwn, kVwhIAW, rotIAW pkwaux vwlI loh, keI swry gYs stov,
vylxy, ckly Awid... kihx dw Bwv hjwrW rupeIAW dw Kwx pIx vwlw smwn sI [
tYgor iQeytr ivc hox vwly lgBg n`by pRqISq smwgmW dI
muFlI jwxkwrI dyx leI mShUr ' jYinMdr isMG' ny iqMn GMtIAW vjx qoN bwd prdy dy ipCy rih ky
nwtk prv qy tYgor iQeytr bwry cwnxw p`ieAw [ nwtk dI inrdySkw dI idl KoL ky qwrI&
kIqI[ ausdy rMgmMc dI sMpUrn Xwqrw bwry lokW nUM jwxU krvwieAw[ auhnW iks iks dyS ivc
ikhVy ikhVy nwtk ikMnI vwrI Kyly hn... ikhVy ikhVy ienwm imly hn qy ikhnW dy imlx dI
sMBwvxw hY...ausny d`isAw ik iehnW dI nwtSYLI bwkI nwtkkwrW nwloN iBMn hY ...kuJ ivl`Kx hY
...pr nwtk dy lyKk dw nW ausny msIN iek vwr hI ilAw...Swied auh kvI nUM khwxIkwr mMnx leI
iqAwr nhIN sI jW iPr ausnUM ihdwieqW hI ievyN dIAW id`qIAW sn ... clo C`fo AsIN jwx ky kI
lYxw iehnw g`lW qoN ! KUb qwlIAW v`jIAW...
nwtk SurU ho igAw... iksy ipMf dy sWJy culHy jW rsoeI
dw idRS sI... rsoeI mwfrn sI pr rsoeIey pyNfU qy AnpVH ijhy ...AwauNdy swr hI koeI rsOeIAw
jlybIAW k`Fx lg ipAw... koeI sbjIAW k`tx fY ipAw ...iksy ny c`kI dy puV nUM Gumwxw SurU kr
id`qw qy koeI Awtw guMnx ivc ruJ igAw ... iek rotIAW vylx ivc kwrwgIrI dsx lg ipAw qy
dUsrw pkwaux ivc inpunqw idKwaux lg ipAw qy koeI sykx 'c [ kUMfy ivc mswly ku`tx , c`kI
ivc ips rhI kxk dI Awvwj... ckly qy vylxy ivckwr ivldIAW rotIAW dI srsrwht Awxw SurU ho
geI ...Bwv sMgIq dI isrjxw ho geI...iek bzurg rsoeIey ny quMbI vjwauxw SurU kr id`qI...
iek AOrq klwkwr jo ik purS ilKwrI dw rUp Dwr ky hQ 'c kwpI pYn lY ky rsoeI 'c ieDr auDr Bj
irhw sI... ausny iek khwxI ilKxI sI pr ausnUM khwxI ilKx vwsqy ivSw nhIN lB irhw
sI...rsoeI 'c auh kMm krn vwilAW nUM koeI khwxI suxwaux leI vwr vwr kih irhw sI ...mYnUM
ieh smJ nhIN AweI ik khwxIkwr khwxI rsoeI 'c hI ikauN l`B irhw sI...! clo C`fo koeI ikQy
kI lBdY ies gl nwl swfw kI srokwr ...?
auQy kMm krn vwlI iek jvwn AOrq khwxI suxwauNdI hY...
lau BeI sjxoN aus AOrq ny AwpxI dwdI 'cMd kOr' dI jvwnI vyly dI khwxI kuJ ies qrW suxweI,
bVI suMdr sI ausdI dwdI... mMgl isMG nwl ausdI A`K lV geI...Bwv ipAwr pY igAw... pr ivAwh
mMgl ny ausdI v`fI BYx nwl krw ilAw... ivAwh hoieAw qW b`cw hoxw vI lwzmI sI ...! b`cw ho
igAw pr mW dIAW CwqIAW 'c duD nw Awvy...qusIN soc rhy hovogy ik b`cw qW ivcwrw BuK nwl
ivlkdw hoxY...! Gbrwau nw imqro.... cMd kOr ny b`cy nUM AwpxI CwqI cuMGwauxw SurU kr
id`qI...kudrq dw kirSmw dyKo ik aus ibn mW bxI dwdI dI CwqI 'c duD auqr AwieAw...ipAwr
hovy qW ies qrW dw nhIN qW bMdw izMdgI 'c kdy ipAwr nw kry...b`cy ny d`uD pIqw qy SWq ho
igAw...auh KuS ho geI... iesy KuSI ivc auhny ipMf dy swirAW lokW nUM dwAvq id`qI... v`fI
rsoeI lgweI ...pkvwn bxwey... bs iehI khwxI sI... qy nwtk Kqm...
swry nwtk ivc s`c muc dI rsoeI ivc pkvwx bxdy rhy...
dwdI ny cwnxI 'c nhwaux dw idRS drswaux leI Gto Gt ds iklo kxk dw AslI Awtw Awpxy isr 'c
pwieAw... CwqI 'c Awey duD dw ibMb drswaux leI koeI bIh iklo cwvl Awpxy aupr fol ley... mW
bnx vyly mUMh 'qy Awey nUr nUM ausny kuJ cmkIly pIly rMg dy Gol nUM mUMh 'qy ml ky pyS
kIqw... kdy v`fI ijhI prwq 'c vV jwey ...kdy bwsW dI bxI GoVI aupr cVH jwey...spnI vWg
vltyvyN KWdI hyTW auqr Awey... kdy sbjIAW nUM qVkw lwaux clI jwey... iek rsoeIAw auTy qy
quMbI vzwauxw SurU kr dyvy... dwdI ivc ivcwly AMgryjI vI boldI sI... ilKwrI ivcwrw GrylU
nOkrW vWg rsoeI ivc Kwxw bxwaux vwilAW dI mdd kr irhw sI ... ieMnI imhnq qW auhnUM krnI hI
pYxI sI ikauNik ausny khwxI jo ilKxI sI...! clo swnUM kI l`gy ... jo krygw syvw auh Kweygw
myvw...swrw tYgor iQeytr pkOiVAW, jlybIAW, rotIAW, sbjIAW qy PlW dI Kusbo nwl n`ko n`k
mihk auiTAw [
swry nwtk ivc klwkwr sc muc dI rsoeI iqAwr krdy rhy...
iek idRS ivc kuJ klwkwrW ny Awey hoey Kws sroqw, ijs ivc kuJ pqrkwr vIr vI Swml sn, nUM
jlybIAW qy pkOVy iKlwey [ pkvwn dI KuSbo iehnI ijAwdw PYl geI ik kuJ sroiqAW koloN Awpxy
Awp auqy kMtrol nhIN irhw auh Awp hI auT ky styj qy cly gey qy auhnW jlybIAW qy pkOiVAW dw
KUb AwnMd auTwieAw...myrI mW qoN vI nw irhw igAw ausny holy ijhy myry kMn ivc ikhw ik mYN
vI Kwx vwsqy kuJ lY AwvW pr mYN iezq dy mwry nw igAw...AwKIr ivc nwtk vwilAW swrIAW bxIAW
vsqW sroiqAW dy A`gy Kwx leI r`K id`qIAW[ iek grm grm jlybI ijhVI myrI Drm pqnI pqw nhIN
kdoN dI lY AweI sI , nUM KWidAW mYnUM iKAwl Aw irhw sI ik gurSrn BwA jI, gurcrn cMnI qy
keI hor mMny prmMny nwtkkwrW dIAW nwt mMflIAW nwtk Kqm hox auprWq styj 'qy iek cwdr ivCw
idMdy hn jW iPr iek TUTw r`K idMdy hn qW ik srOqy kuJ nw kuJ mwieAw auhnW nUM dy ky jwx qW
ik iQeytr bicAw qy cldw rhy [ pr ieh nwtkkwr sroiqAW koloN mdd mMgx dI vjwey auhnW nUM keI
kuJ Kwx qy Gr iljwaux vwsqy dy rhy hn [ nwtSYlI ivc ivl`Kxqw Awpy hI Jlk rhI sI[
mYnUM qy myrI Drm pqnI nUM qW iPr vI nvIN nwtSYlI Bwv
AmIr nwtSYlI dy nwtk dI kuJ kuJ smJ Aw rhI sI pr myrI mW ivcwrI nwL mwVI hoeI ...ausny
iPlm bgYrw qW kdy kdweI dyKI hoeI sI pr gurSrn isMG 'nukVSYlI' vrgy nwtk ausny iekV dUkV
dyKy sn... auh socy Swied rotI bxwaux bwry kuJ dsxgy... auh mYnUM khy, g`bI ieh jnwnI bwkI
jnwnIAW vWg isDy qrIky nwl Awtw ikauN nhIN guMndI ? vltyvyN ikauN Kw rhI hY? kdy Awtw isr
'c pw lYNdI hY.. kdy cwvl Krwb krdI hY...kdy prwq 'c n`cxw SurU kr idMdI hY, nwl qUM
kihMdw sI nwtk dyKx jwxY..pr qUM qy ikqy hor hI Fwby qy lY AwieAYN..[ mYN ikhw, mW cup
krky nwtk dyK ieh nvIN SYlI dw nwtk hY nw ik zI tIvI 'qy idKwieAw jwx vwlw 'Kwxw Kzwnw'
pRogrwm [ pr myry ipqw jI cup cwp nwtk dyKdy rhy ... auhnW koeI svwl nhIN kIqw... auhnw
soicAw hoxw ik jy puiCAw qW Swied mYN ikqy ieh nw smJ lvW ik auhnW nUM nwtk dI smJ nhIN
hY[ AwKrkwr AsIN Gr vwps Aw gey... rsqy 'c mYN socdw AwieAw, ieh nwtk kI sI ? ieh nvIN
nwtSYlI kI hY ... nvIN nwtSYlI dw nwtk mYN izMdgI ivc pihlI vwr dyK ky AwieAw sI... Gr Aw
ky Awpxy iek p`qrkwr qy khwxIkwr imqr nwl tYlIPon 'qy nwtk bwry gl kIqI... mYN ikhw ik
mYnUM qW nwtk psMd nhIN AwieAw... auh Swied pihlW hI iksy nwl A`ikAw bYTw sI, ausny Awpxy
gu`sy dw swrw nzlw myry aupr ieh kih ky su`itAw, ieh gMBIr ivSw sI qy smJdwr lokW nUM hI
nvIN nwtSYlI smJ Aw skdI hY ... qUM Ajy swihq qy nwtk jgq ivc nvW hY... qYnUM Ajy hor
swihq pVxw qy nwtk dyKxy cwhIdy hn..! mYN jldI nwl irsIvr hyTW r`K id`qw qy AwpxI mMd buDI
bwry socx lg ipAw...!
Agly idn nwtk dI smIiKAw bwry A^bwrW ivc CpIAW ^brW
dIAW hYifMgz kuJ ies qrW dIAW sn, nwtk dorwx bxweIAW jlybIAW drSkW ivc vMfIAW geIAW...
nwtk dorwx KuSbo ny lokW dy mUMh c pwxI lY AwdW...scmuc dy pkvwn bxw ky inrdySkw dw pRXog
s&l... qy kuJ iesy qrW dIAW hor...
hux qusIN dso ik ieh nwtSYLI vKrI qy ivlKx sI ik nhIN
qy mYnUM qIsrw nwtk dyKx jwxw cwhIdw sI ik nhIN...? |
