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mYN iek kivqw ilKxI cwhuMdw hW
- dlbIr isMG

ipCly idnIN iek Zzl ho geI[ Zzl ilKx vwly Zzl ilKy jwx nUM Zzl 'hoxw' hI kihMdy hn[ Zzl mYN ilKxw nhIN sI cwhuMdw pr ieh bdobdI hI ilKI geI[ myrI ie`Cw qW kivqw ilKx dI sI, ilKI geI Zzl[ ikauN Aqy ikvyN ilKI geI? ies bwry iksy idn zrUr d`sWgw[

kivqw nhIN ilKI geI[ ikauN? ijs ivSy auqy mYN ilKxw cwhuMdw hW, aus auqy Zzl ilKI hI nhIN jw skdI[ kivqw nw ilKx dw mYnUM srwp hY[ ies ivSy auqy isrP kivqw hI ilKI jw skdI hY[ Aqy ijhVI Zzl ilKI vI geI hY auh kdI CpygI vI jW nhIN, ies bwry mYN kuJ nhIN kih skdw[ ho skdw hY ik ies dw vI auhI hSr hovy jo ies qoN pihlIAW kivqwvW Aqy ZzlW dw huMdw irhw hY[

mYnUM kivqw jW Zzl nw ilKx dw srwp imilAw hoieAw hY[ ieh srwp mYnUM myry pihly sMpwdk Aqy ausqwd, kwmryf jgjIq isMG AwnMMd ny iek`qI julweI au~nI sO aux`qr nUM audoN idqw sI jdoN mYN pihliI vwrI aunW dy kol nOkrI leI pyS hoieAw sW[ audoN mYN pihlI vwrI hI iksy AKbwr dy dPqr ivc pYr pwey sn Aqy aus idn qoN bwd swrI aumr hI AKbwrW dy dPqrW ivc bIqxI sI[ aunW vloN pu`Cy gey svwl 'kI ilKdw huMnY?' dy jvwb ivc mYN ikhw sI ik mYN kivqw, khwxI, Zzl, nwvl vgYrw sB kuJ ilKdw hW[ mYN vIhW qoN vI G`t aumr dw nOisKIAw sW Aqy myrI rwey sI ik myrI eynI v`fI pRiqBw qoN auh bhuq pRBwvq hoxgy[ eysy leI qW mYN bhuq hu`b ky ieh g`l khI sI ik mYN eynw kuJ ilK skdw hW[ Aws sI ik auh SwbwS dyxgy[ pr hoieAw ieh ik aunW mYnUM dUjw svwl kr idqw[ AKy, 'kvI bxn AwieAYN ik p`qrkwr?' frdy hoey jvwb idqw ik 'mYN qW jI p`qrkwr hI bxn AwieAW'[ 'qW iPr iek g`l p`ly bMn lY ik jW qW kvI bx sknYN Aqy jW iPr p`qrkwr'[

'jI' kih ky auT AwieAw sW[ pr keI swlW qk ieh zrUr socdw irhW sW ik kvI Aqy p`qrkwr nwlo nwl bx ky kwmryf AwnMd nUM Zlq swbq krWgw[ myrI ieh lukvIN ie`Cw Aj qk pUrI nhIN hoeI[ sgoN cOqI swlW dy injI qzrby qoN bwd hux ieh kih skdw hW ik aunW dI g`l iblkul TIk hY[ ies leI ik koeI vI do byVIAW ivc pYr nhIN r`K skdw[ ijhVw AslI p`qrkwr hY, auh kvI nhIN ho skdw[ ijhVw AslI kvI hY, auh p`qrkwr nhIN ho skdw[ jy auh p`qrkwr Aqy kvI dovyN hI hox dw Brm pwldw hY qW mMn lYxw cwhIdw hY ik auh nw vDIAw p`qrkwr hY Aqy nw hI vDIAw kvI[ jy koeI SRomxI p`qrkwr dw iKqwb vI lY lvy Aqy SRomxI kvI dw vI, qW ies nUM inXmW dw Apvwd hI ikhw jw skdw hY[ jW iPr jugwV dw isKr[

mYN keI kivqwvW Aqy ZzlW cOqI swlW dOrwn ilKIAW pr aunW ivcoN koeI vI AYsI nhIN sI ijhVI mYnUM Kud nUM hI cyqy r`Kx jogI lgy[ ies leI ijvyN iek`qI julweI au~nI sO aux`qr qoN pihlIAW ilKqW swV ky Kqm kr idqIAW sn, auvyN hI bwd dIAW vI guAw idqIAW[ jdoN vI koeI kivqw jW Zzl ilKI audoN hI ieh mihsUs hoieAw ik kvI bxn dI smr`Qw Aqy pRiqBw myry ivc iblkul hI nhIN hY[ vwr vwr Xqn krn dy bwvjUd vI ieh pRiqBw pYdw nhIN ho skI[ ies leI hux qW ies pRiqBw dy pYdw hox dI koeI Aws vI nhIN rih geI[ kivqw leI jW qW aumr dy jvwn hox dI loV huMdI hY Aqy jW iPr soc dy jvwn hox dI[ nw qW hux aumr hI jvwn rhI hY Aqy nw soc hI jvwnW vrgI[ dovyN hI prOV ho cukIAW hn[ jy SurU qoN hI kivqw dy duAwly GuMmdw irhw huMdw qW Kbry prOV aumr muqwbk hI prOV kivqwvW ilK skdw[

pr Aj qk 'jy' iks ny ivAwhI hY?

iPr vI kivqw kdI kdI kwhlI pYNdI hY Aqy bwhr Awaux nUM qrlom`CI huMdI hY[ Sbd bx bx ky soc ivc qrdy hn[ kdI ieh nMgl Swmw dy mylw isMG rwmgVHIAw dy mkwn dy bUhy dy dohIN pwsIN bxIAW hoeIAW kursIAW (QVHIAW) bxdy hn, kdI ieh ies dy koTy dw bnyrw bx jWdy hn[ ienW nUM kdI ivhVy, kdI dlwn, kdI koTVI Aqy kdI C`q ivc rKy mGory dw rUp AiKqAwr krdy dyKdw hW[ ies mGory ivcoN brswq dy mOsm dOrwn isMmdw pwxI vI kdI kdI kivqw bxn nUM kwhlw pYNdw hY[ iksy swD ho gey jW klipq qOr auqy swD bxwey gey bzurg vfyry dI Xwd ivc dIvw jgwaux leI bxweI geI koTVI Aqy ies koTVI ivc dwKl hox qoN lgdw bwl-fr hux kivqw bxn leI auqwvlw huMdw hY[

kdI jIA krdw hY ik j`gw isMG dy aus cubwry nUM kivqw ivc provW ijs nUM dyK ky sMqoK isMG DIr dI khwxI 'svyr hox qk' dw auh cubwrw cyqy AwauNdw sI ijs ivc jgdI b`qI vyK ky khwxI dw nwiek cubwry vwilAW nwl hsd krdw hY[ kdI hrbMs isMG iJaUr dy cubwry auqy lgw ryfIau dw eyrIAl kivqw dw rUp Dwrn krn dI koiSS krdw hY[ kdI ib`kr isMG Tykydwr dw Aqy kdI hrI isMG Tykydwr dw cubwrw hu`JW mwr ky mYnUM kivqw ilKx leI kihMdw hY[

kdI kdI inrml isMG lMbrdwr dI inMm auqy lgw pMcwieqI spIkr, ijs qoN irly huMdw pMcwieqI progrwm hr roz ipMf nUM suxwieAw jWdw sI, SbdW ivc Aw jWdw hY Aqy kivqw bxn nUM kihMdw hY[ kdI ieh spIkr rUp bdl ky gurduAwry icv jw lgdw hY Aqy gurbwxI vwly spIkr ivc bdl jWdw hY ijQoN svyry svyry, jYqo dy morcy ivc Swml ho ky zKmI hoey BweI hIrw isMG vloN sMgqW nUM gurduAwry Awsw dI vwr suxn Awaux leI s`dw idqw jWdw sI[ kdI ieh dwry dy aus spIkr ivc vt jWdw hY ijhVw ipMf ivc hox vwlI hr SwdI jW mMgxy smyN aus Gr dy bnyry auqy v`jdw huMdw sI Aqy SwdI jW mMgxy vwly Gr dI inSwnI huMdw sI[ ryfUAW, tYlIivznW Aqy typ irkwrfrW ny ienW spIkrW dI Swn hI Kqm kr idqI hY[ nwl hI p`Qr dy auh qvy vI Kqm ho gey ijnW nUM vjwaux leI sUeIAW dI loV huMdI sI[

qivAw qoN cyqy krky hI kdI kdI mn cwhuMdw hY ik guridAwl lwlI vloN iek`Ty kIqy iqMn hzwr qoN v`D qivAW dI kivqw ilKW ijnW ivcoN iek milkw- ey- qrMnum nUr jhW dy ausqwd dw vI hY ijs nUM hwsl krn leI nUr jhW Bly vyilAW ivc l`K rupey dyx leI rwzI ho geI sI[ isrP lwlI ny hI AYsI kivqwmeI Srq r`KI sI ik jy nUr jhW iek vwrI nMgl Swmw PyrI pw dyvy qW auh irkwrf muPq hI iljw skdI hY[ ieh g`l qW Awpxy Awp ivc hI kivqw hY[ ies qoN v`fI kivqw mYN qW kI koeI vI nhIN ilK skdw[

mYN DMnI BwbI dy crKy dI kivqw kihxI cwhuMdw hW[ jgqy cODrI dy Gr lgy pihly tYlIPUn dI kivqw ilKxI hY[ qwbo dweI dy h`QW dI kivqw bnwauxI hY ijnW ny ipMf dy bhuq swry bicAW nUM ies sMswr ivc ilAwaux ivc mdd kIqI[ aus dy Kurdry h`QW dI kivqw ilKxI hyY ijhVy lokW dw gohw kUVw krn krky Kurdry ho gey sn[ myry hI Gr dy Ety kol peI aus dI bwtI dI vI kivqw kihxI hY ijs ivc auh cwh vI pINdI sI Aqy dwl vI pwauNdI sI[ ijs Gr dI suAwxI dI dyh aus dt h`QW leI ACUq nhIN sI Aqyy ijs Gr dy nvyN jMMy bwl nUM guVHqI auh ienW h`QW nwl idMdI sI, aus Gr dy BWifAW nUM qwbo h`Q nhIN sI lw skdI[ aus dy h`Q lwaux nwl BWfy iBt jWdy sn[

mYN hzwrw isMG dI KUhI Aqy bwibAW dy KUh dI kivqw bnwauxI hY[ hzwrw isMG dy Gry bwlx ivc luko ky rKI hoeI dysI Srwb dy blYfr dI vI[ mYN inDwn isMG dy PilAW dI kivqw vI kihxI hY ijhVy ipMf ivc sB qoN pihlW kxk gwh lYNdy sn; Aqy aus dy qUVI vwly ku`p ivc r`KI hoeI dysI Srwb dI vI[ hzwrw isMG Aqy inDwn isMG, dohW nUM hI Srwb ies leI vycxI pYNdI sI ikauNik KyqI nwl aunW dI rotI nhIN sI qurdI[

mYN Ajy ipMf dy do C`pVW dI vI kivqw ilKxI sI pr dovyN hI hux pUr idqy gey hn[ swfy ipMf dw AnpVH bUtw ikhw krdw sI ik aus ny sux riKAw hY ik ikqy koeI smuMdr huMdw hY ijhVw swfy ipMf dy C`pV qoN vI fUMGw hY[ koeI ies qoN v`fI kivqw ikhVI ilK lvygw?

ieh sUcI Kqm nhIN hoeI[ nw hI ieh Kqm ho skdI hY[ QoVHy ivc khW qW mYN ipMf dIAW glIAW, nwlIAW, KyqW, KUhW, KMfrW, drKqW, PslW, qIvIAW, bMidAW, ies dI im`tI dy ikxikAW Awid auqy kivqw ilKxI cwhuMdw hW[ pr mYnUM kivqw nw ilK skx dw srwp hY[ myrI AwKrI KwhS kI hY? myrI DI pu`CdI hY[ mYN kihMdw hW ik mYN nMgl Swmw bwry eynIAW kivqwvW ilKxw cwhuMdw hW ijMnIAW mYN swrI aumr lw ky vI ilK nw skW[ pr cwhuMdy hoey vI nhIN ilK skdw ikauNik kivqw nw ilKx dw srwp hMFw irhw hW[ ies leI G`to G`t mYN aus dI jUh dI im`tI qW Kw hI skdw hW[ mYN r`j ky ipMf dI im`tI Kwxw cwhuMdw hW[ mYnUM ies qrW nw kr skx dw iksy koeI srwp nhIN jy idqw[ swrI swrI rwq jgdIAW rOSnIAW dy Sihr ivc mYN bhuq Bu`Kw rih igAw hW[