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Aj jdoN AsIN srvx dI khwxI kihMdy hW qW kI iksy qoN Aws rKdy hW ik auh Aj vI vihMgI cu`kI r`Ky? Aws r`Kdy hW, iesy leI qW srvx dI khwxI suxwauNdy hW[ srvx dI hI nhIN sgoN rwjw hrIS cMdr dI khwxI vI suxwauNdy hW[ ies leI ik b`icAW ivc s`c bolx dw gux pYdw kr skIey[ ieh g`l v`KrI hY ik nvIN pOd quhwnUM pu`C lvy ik s`c bolx dy idn hux ikQy rih gey hn qW quhwnUM ies dw koeI jvwb nw AhuVy[ Aqy jdoN AsIN swrI dunIAw nUM qih qk Pol ky dyKIey qW swnUM ieh s`cweI mMnxI hI pYNdI hY ik nvIN pIVHI s`c hI kihMdI hY[ jdoN hr Kyqr ivc hI nhIN sgoN hr idn hI pYr pYr auqy JUT boilAw jWdw hovy qW s`c dI vu`kq hI kI rih jWdI hY? Aqy Pyr svwl ieh vI qW KVHw huMdw hY ik s`c iks dw hY? quhwfw jW ik Aj dy hukmrwnW dw?

ieh g`l qslIm kr hI lYxI cwhIdI hY ik s`c sdw hI hukmrwnW dw jyqU huMdw hY[ ieh nhIN ik lokW dw s`c huMdw nhIN[ huMdw hY[ pr mMinAw isrP hukmrwnW dw hI jWdw hY[ lokW Aqy hukmrwnW dw s`c kdI vI sWJw nhIN ho skdw[ ieh sdw hI v`Krw v`Krw hovygw[ v`Krw hI nhIN sgoN iek dUjy dy ivruD vI[ iPr vI, jdoN vI swnUM iksy nUM isiKAw dyx dI loV huMdI hY audoN hI AsIN iksy nw iksy rwjy dI khwxI kihky hI isiKAw idMdy hW[ ies leI ikauNik ieqhws iliKAw hI rwijAW dI nzr ivcoN jWdw hY[ lokW dy ieqhws ilKx dw Xqn mhW pMfq rwhul sMikRqwien ny kIqw vI sI qW aus nUM pVHx vwly hI bhuqy nhIN imldy[ Aj ikMny lok hn ijnHW nUM pqw hY ik rwhul pMfq kOx sn Aqy aunHW dw Xogdwn kI hY? Kbry auNglW auqy igxqI krnI vI SrimMdgI vwlI g`l hovy[ jy eyny bMdy vI nw l`By qW kI mUMh idKwvWgyy?

vYsy ieh g`l vI shI hY ik rwjw hrIS cMdr dI khwxI Aj sunwauxI hovy qW Kbry sroqy hI nw l`B skx[ ies leI ik Aj dy Bwrq dy JUT dI isAwsq dy zmwny ivc kOx ieh suxnw cwhygw ik iesy Bwrq ivc hI kdI koeI rwjw eynw hTI Aqy mUrK sI ik s`c leI Awpxw rwj Bwg qW dy hI idMdw sI sgoN Awpxy pu`qr dI jwn vI vwrn nUM iqAwr ho igAw sI? A`j qW pu`qrW nUM rwjsI g`dIAW idvwaux leI qrW qrW dy pwpV ieh isAwsqdwn vyldy idKweI idMdy hn[ hrIS cMdr vrgw s`c dw p`uqr hux isrP khwxIAW ivc hI iml skdw hY, Awm sMswr ivc nhIN[

ik`sy khwxIAW dI Aj iks nUM loV hY? Aj qW hr roz hI Gr dI bYTk ivc nvIN qoN nvIN khwxI A`KW dy swhmxy hI Coty prdy auqy idKweI idMdI hY? Gr Gr dI khwxI keI rUpW ivc idKweI jWdI hY[ SihrI m`Dvrg qW ies APIm dw eynw nSeI ho igAw hY ik aus nUM ies qoN ibnW nINd hI nhIN AwauNdI[ SihrW dI qW g`l hI C`fo, hux qW ipMfW ivc vI SwmW nUM kriPaU lg jWdw hY[ lok tYlIivzn dyKx leI GrW ivc qV jWdy hn[ SihrW ivc qW ieh srwp hI bx igAw hY ik lok Awpo ivc imldy hI nhIN[

ipMfW ivc vI hux SwmW nUM FwxIAW nhIN juVdIAW ijnHNW ivc kdI mwhIAw gwieAw jWdw sI Aqy kdI hIr dI s`d lweI jWdI sI[ Aj qW hwl ieh hY ik lok-gIqW nUM vI smJ skx leI styjW dI loV pYx lg peI hY[ crKy, crmuKW Aqy q`kly vI Ajwieb GrW qk hI sImq rih gey hn[ kOx glI vc crKw fwhygI qW ik iksy cobHr nUM ieh pqw l`g sky ik iek vwrI dy drSn krn leI hI bIhI ivc vwr vwr c`kr k`txy ikMny muSkl huMdy sn[ 'pUxIAW mYN do k`qIAW, tu`t pYxy dw qyrHvW gyVw...'[ ies lok bolI nUM Aj kOx smJ skdw hY? koeI pUxIAW hI nhIN k`qdI[ pUxIAW k`qx dI qW g`l C`fo, iksy nUM pqw hI nhIN hY ik pUxIAW kI huMdIAW hn? mMmI auh kI huMdIAW hn ijhVIAW rUM dIAW gol gol lMmIAW lMmIAW bxweIAW huMdIAW hn? auhI ijhVIAW imaUzIAm ivc dyKIAW sn? jdoN iksy muitAwr nUM pUxIAW dw hI pqw nhIN hY qW auh k`q skygI? ieh socxw hI mUrKqw hY[

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KYr, jdoN koeI k`qx leI hI glI ivc nhIN bYTdI qW iPr auh ikhVw mUrK hY ijhVw KwlI glIAW ivc gyVy mwrdw iPry? Aqy kdI auh idn muV Awvygw, ieh socx vwly nUM vI mUrK hI kihMdy hn[ vYsy hr Bwvuk bMdw hI A`Dw mUrk huMdw hY[ prYktIkl bMdy ipClIAW g`lW lY ky nhIN roNdy[ gurdws mwn nUM vI glIAW dI Xwd AwauNdI hY qW nOjvwn lok kihMdy hn ik ikMnw kmlw hY ik k`cIAW glIAW dw hI rox roeI jWdw hY[

Aj nw qW crKy k`qx dw hI irvwz hY Aqy nw hI glIAW ivc c`kr k`tx leI ju`qIAW hI quVvwauxIAW pYNdIAW hn[ ieMtrnYt auqy cYitMg kIqI Aqy irSqy bxw ley[ mobweIl tYlIPUnW ny qW kMipaUtr Agy bYTx dI mjbUrI vI Kqm kr idqI hY[ cMfIgVH ivc piVHAw nOjvwn muMfw Awpxy bwp nUM pu`Cdw hY ik pwpw jdoN quhwfy zmwny ivc kuVIAW nwl g`l krn leI hI keI keI idn l`g jWdy sn, qW iPr rumWs ikvyN hMdw sI? aus nUM ieh g`l kOx d`sy ik rumWs AYsI cIz hY ijhVI hryk pIVHI ny hI Awpxy ihswb nwl kIqw hY[ Aqy lgpg hryk ny hI kIqw hY[ ies sbMD ivc ESo rjnIS dI iek dlIl ieQy vrqx dI iejwzq lYNdw hW[ auh kihMdw hY ik jdoN vI lok Bgvwn nUM imlx leI Koj krn dw rwh PVx dI QW isrP pihlW qoN hoey mhWpurKW dI khI hoeI ies g`l auqy ivSvws krn nUM hI qrjIh idMdy hn ik Bgvwn jW r`b hY, qW auh doglwpwx idKw rhy huMdy hn[ auyh r`b nUM l`Bxw hI nhIN cwhuMdy[ kihMdy hn ik Plwxy ny l`B qW ilAw sI, mYN l`B ky kI krnw hY? pr jdoN ieSk dI vwrI AwauNdI hY audoN qW nhIN kihMdy ik rWJy ny kIqw hI sI, ies leI AsIN ivSvws kr hI lYNdy hW ik ieSk huMdw hY[ audoN qW hryk hI Awpxw ieSk Awp hI krnw cwhuMdw hY[ so mslw ieh hY ik ivSvws krnw sB qoN mwVI g`l hY[ vYsy vI ieh iek AzmweI hoeI g`l hY ik hryk ny hI Awpxw qjrbw Awp hI krnw huMdw hY[

hIr rWJy, jW imrjw swihbW jW sohxI mhIvwl vrigAW dIAW khwxIAW ies leI mShUr hoeIAW ikauNik aunHW nUM ilKx leI cMgy ilKwrI iml gey[ ijnHW nUM ilKwrI nhIN imly, aunHW dIAW AxilKIAW hI rih geIAW[ ies dw ieh ArQ kqeI nhIN ik aunHW dIAW khwxIAW koeI ArQ nhIN sn rKdIAW[ iesy qrW hI rwm jI dI khwxI ies leI mShUr ho geI ikauNik bwlmIk irSI dy rUp ivc ieh khwxI ilKx leI iek vDIAw ilKwrI iml igAw[ mhwBwrq dI khwxI ies leI mShUr hoeI ikauNik ies dy lyKk irSI ivAws kol ilKx ligAW kmwl dI klpnw SkqI sI[ isrP imswl leI hI kihMdw hW ik k`l kloqr nUM twlstwey dI jMg Aqy Amn dI khwxI nUM Asl khwxI kih ky lokW ny aus nUM ieqhws dw ih`sw bxw idqw qW ieh nhIN smJxw cwhIdw ik aunHW pwqrW dw kmwl hY[ sgoN ieh kmwl twlstwey dw hY[

iesy qrW hI bwlmIk jI nUM hI ieh mwx vI jWdw hY ik aunHW srvx dI khwxI eynI rOck bxw ky ilKI ik s`cI l`gx lg peI[ hY qW khwxI hI[ ieh khwxI hukmrwn jmwq vloN khI geI khwxI hY qW ik lokW nUM disAw jw sky ik Awm lokW leI ipqw BgqI kI huMdI hY[ rwijAW leI ipqw BgqI aus qrW dI nhIN sI ijs qrW dI srvx leI sI[ srvx Awm AwdmI sI[ rwm jI Awm AwdmI nhIN sn sgoN rwjw sn[ rwjy jy AwpxI pqnI nUM AwpxI hI mrzI nwl C`f vI dyx qW aunHW auqy koeI hrP nhIN AwauNdw[ ieqhws swnUM d`sdw hY ik rwj Bwg leI rwj pirvwr dy mYNbr Awpxy ipqwvW qk nUM mwrdy rhy hn[

rwmwiex dI khwxI hr swl hr Sihr ivc pVHI Aqy dyKI jWdI hY[ jdoN vI rwmwiex dI khwxI pVHI jwvygI, srvx dI khwxI aus dy nwl hI pVHI jwvygI ikauNik aus dI khwxI aus Bgvwn rwm dy brwbr r`KI, pVHI Aqy suxI jWdI hY ijnHW nUM mirAwdw prSoqm ikhw jWdw hY[ rwm ny Awpxy ipqw vloN kIqI geI priqigAw pUrI krn leI AwpxI mqryeI dI AwigAw mMn ky rwj Bwg iqAwg idqw sI Aqy bwrW swlW dw bnvws kbUl ilAw sI[ srvx ny keI swlW qk Awpxy mwipAW nUM iek vihMgI ivc pw ky moiFAW auqy cu`kI riKAw sI[ isrP audoN hI ies vihMgI dw iqAwg kIqw sI jdoN dSrQ dy qIr ny aus dI izMdgI dw hI iqAwg kr idqw sI[

vihMgI c`ukxI bhuq muSkl kMm hY[ zrUrI nhIN ik ieh vihMgI mwqw ipqw nUM ies ivc svwr krvw ky hI cu`kI jwvy[ jIvn ivc hor vI keI vihMgIAW c`ukxIAW pYNdIAW hn[ lok c`ukdy vI hn[ pr APsos hY qW isrP ies g`l dw ik iksy vI ieqhwsk jW imQhwsk khwxI ivc ieh nhIN disAw igAw ik mwqw ipqw, nwqy irSqydwrW Aqy nyVly lokW qoN ibnW, lokweI dI vI koeI vihMgI huMdI hY[

murwrI dI g`l vI suxnI cwhIdI hY hwlWik ieh auprlI qihrIr nwl imldI juldI nhIN jwpdI[ auh kihMdw hY ik jdoN AmrIkw dy rwStrpqI jwrj buS vrgw koeI hukmrwn Awpxy bwp dI vihMgI cu`kdw hY qW ierwk vrgy grIb dyS auqy bMbwrI huMdI hY[ ipauy nUM bwrW swl pihlW ierwk auqy kIqy gey hmly ivc imlI hwr dw hI bdlw pu`qr ny ilAw hY[ Kbry aus dI g`l shI hI hY[ jy shI hY qW ieh vihMgI swry sMswr leI hI BwrI swbq hox lg peI hY[ Kbry k`l nUM iks dI vwrI hY?