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ipCly idnIN mYnUM do srkwrI dPqrW ivc jwx dI loV peI[ dovyN hI muhwlI dy[ jwiedwd dI vyc v`t dy sbMD ivc pihlW pUfw dy dPqr ivc Aqy mgroN rijstrI leI sb rijstrwr dy dPqr[ dovyN QWeIN hI jo nzwrw dyKx nUM imilAw aus qoN kpqwn AmirMdr isMG dy sdky jwx nUM jIA kIqw[ bdo bdI hI mUMhoN inkl igAw ik 'vwh! ikAw bwq hY!! irSvqKorI dI kI brswq hY!!!'

mYnUM lgdw sI ik irSvqKorI nUM jVHoN pu`tx dy dwAvy krn vwlI srkwr dy muKI nUM pqw nhIN hoxw ik aus dy n`k hyTW ikMnI irSvq cldI hY[ c`lI hI jWdI hY[ pr jdoN iksy ny disAw ik mohwlI ivc qsIldwr l`gx leI jW qW kpqwn dw Kws hoxw zrUrI hY Aqy jW iPr l`KW dI irSvq dyxI pYNdI hY qW swry SMky Kqm ho gey[ ies sbMD ivc koeI S`k hI nhIN irhw ik kpqwn AYvyN SyKIAW hI mwrdw hY, Asl ivc aus nUM pqw hY ik irSvq nUM nw auh Kqm kr skdw hY Aqy nw hI Kqm krnw cwhuMdw hY[ vYsy g`lIN bwqIN auh ievyN prBwv dyx dI koiSS kr irhw hY ijvyN aus nUM hor koeI kMm hI nhIN[ aus dy cyly cwtVy Aqy cwplUs ieh kihMdy nhIN Q`kdy ik kpqwn qoN vDIAw hor koeI mu`K mMqrI hI nhIN[ keI jxy qW ieh vI kihMdy hn ik kWgrs nUM AwpxI pwrtI v`loN prDwn mMqrI leI vI kpqwn nUM hI pyS krnw cwhIdw hY[ iesy nUM hI qW isAwsq kihMdy hn[

pihlW ieh g`l qslIm krdw hW ik mYN irSvq lYx vwly AiDkwrI nUM ies doS hyT PVwaux dI koiSS hI nhIN kIqI[ ies leI nhIN kIqI ikauNik ies nwl aus bMdy dw kMm nhIN sI hoxw ijs dy kMm leI AsIN qsIldwr dy dPqr gey sW[ iksy nw iksy mulwzm ny kwgz vgwh ky mwrny sn[ AKy kwgz p`qr pUry nhIN hn, pUry kr ky ilAwau[ mYN cu`p hI irhw[ ies ihswb nwl mYN vI doSI hI hoieAw[ grjW kwrn A`KI dyK ky vI m`KI ingl leI[ Kbry myrw Awpxw kMm huMdw qW AV vI jWdw[ iPr vI ijvyN qsIldwr dy dPqr ivc mkwnW Aqy plwtW dI rijstrI smyN irSvq leI jWdI hY, aus nUM dyK ky mn gd gd ho auiTAw[ eynI SryAwm irSvq leI jWdI hovy, ieh pihlI vwrI dyiKAw sI[ ies kMm ivc koeI Ehlw vI nhIN riKAw jWdw[ myz dy auqy hI pYsy PV ley jWdy hn[ jy rkm G`t hovy qW vgwh ky mwry jWdy hn[ pUry pYsy ilAwau qW kMMm imMtW ivc hI ho jWdw hY[ nhIN qW gyVy mrvw mrvw ky hI bMdy nUM K`jl kr idqw jWdw hY[ AKIr koeI ivcolw jW dlwl ivc pY ky gunwhgwr nUM Akl idMdw hY Aqy aus dw kMMm huMdw hY[

ies sbMD ivc AmirMdr isMG v`loN kIqy jWdy sB dwAvy JUTy idKweI idqy[ qsIldwr dw koeI bKqOr (Kbry iehI nW sI ikauNik qsIldwr aus nUM iesy nW nwl hI bulwauNdw sI) nW dw bMdw kihx lgw ik 'koTI dy ds hzwr Aqy plwt dy pMj hzwr p`ky bMnH idqy hn[ jy koeI ieMny pYsy nhIN dy skdw qW aus dI rijstrI vI nhIN ho skdI[' ieh g`l aus luko ky nhIN sI khI sgoN dPqr ivc hwzr lokW dI hwzrI ivc khI sI[ koeI vI kusikAw nhIN sI[ mYN vI nhIN[ hux kusikAw hW ikauNik ijs kMm mYN igAw sI auh ho cu`kw hY[

kuJ iesy qrW dw hI pUfw dy dPqr ivc vI vwpirAw[ pUfw dy dPqr ivc vI koeI kMm sI[ AYn E sI lYxI sI[ ArzI idqI hoeI sI[ pr iksy klrk pwqSwh ny ieqrwz lw idqw sI[ jdoN jw ky pqw kIqw qW koeI jxw lV p`lw hI nw PVwvy[ kl Awaux dI slwh sB qoN v`D iml rhI sI[ swnUM p`qrkwrW nUM ieh Awdq hY ik AsIN Awpxy pYsy dI vrqoN (jW durvrqoN) krky Awpxw kMMm krvw lYNdy hW[ pr mYN ies qrW nhIN sI krnw cwhuMdw[ myrI DI Aksr hI mYnMU imhxw idMdI hY ik mYN Awm AwdmI vWg Awpxw kMm nhIN krvwauNdw[ ies vwrI mYN aus nUM JUTw swbq krnw cwhuMdw sW[ iesy leI hI iksy mulwzm nUM vI mYN nhIN sI disAw ik mYN kOx hW[ iesy leI kMm ho hI nhIN sI irhw[ jdoN kuJ smyN bwd mYN AwpxI vwkPI dy hI idqI qW dyr ho cu`kI sI[

p`qrkwrW bwry iek g`l hor sux lvo[ jy qW kMm pYsy nwl huMdw hovy qW APsr Aksr hI koeI nw koeI bhwnw bxw ky twl jWdy hn[ jy ikqy aunHW nUM ibnW pYsy qoN krnw vI pY jwvy qW AOKy Bwry ho ky hI krdy hn[ ies kwrn bhuqI vwrI kMm hox dI QW twlw hI v`itAw jWdw hY[ nw hW kIqI jWdI hY Aqy bnw hI nWh[

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mYnUM pqw sI ik hux auh iksy nw iksy qrIky nwl mYnUM gloN lwhux dI koiSS krygw[ ies leI mYN vI iksy ivcoly dI Bwl krnI hI ibhqr smJI[ lokW nwl g`l krn Aqy aunHW nUM rwh pwaux leI qwienwq AiDkwrI iKisAwnI hwsw h`sdw kihx l`gw ik 'jwnb lokI pYsy dyeI jWdy hn Aqy swfy mulwzmW nUM Awdq pY geI hY!' spSt sI ik koeI vI kMm irSvq qoN ibnW nhIN sI ho skdw[ mYN d`s hI dyvW ik ivcoly ny auhI kMMm bwrW hzwr rupey dI irSvq dy ky krvw ilAw[ myry leI ieh TIk hI sI ikauNik mYnUM myry nw qW idhwVIAW hI qoVxIAW peIAW sn Aqy nw hI isPwrSW l`Bx leI dPqrW dy c`kr k`txy pey sn[

vYsy vI iek jxy dw kihxw sI ik mohwlI ivc qW srkwrI APsr vI sB qoN v`D isPwrSI lwey jWdy hn[ Blw iPr kpqwn dI srkwr Aqy aus qoN ipClI bwdl dI srkwr ivc Prk kI hYYy? irSvq nwl audoN vI kMmM huMdy sn[ irSvq nwl hI hux vI kMm huMdy hn[ lokW nUM qW koeI Prk nhIN IpAw[

clo quhwfw icq lwaux leI iek g`l suxwvW[ ieh g`l bwdl vwly AkwlI dl dy slwhkwr proPYsr s. s. dusWJ ny mYnUM d`sI sI[ audoN Ajy prkwS isMG bwdl dI hI srkwr sI Aqy sRI dusWJ ny ieh nhIN sI ikhw ik auh ieh g`l 'AwP dI irkwrf' kih rhy hn[ isAwxy irportr ies qrW dI g`l nUM 'jwxkwr sUqrW' dy hvwly nwl audoN hI vrq lYNdy hn[ myry vrgy frpok smW aufIkdy rihMdy hn[ vYsy vI 'AwP dI irkwrf' khI hoeI g`l nUM kuJ smyN mgroN 'Awn dI irkwrf' bxwieAw hI jw skdw hY[ mYN qW kwPI smW aufIk ilAw hY[ eyny smyN bwd qW koeI vI g`l ieqhws bx jWdI hY Aqy aus auqy sB dw AiDkwr ho jWdw hY[ aunHW ikhw ik iek vwrI sRI bwdl dy iksy Sihr dy srkwrI dOry smyN auh vI aunHW dy nwl sn[ sRI bwdl hYlIkwptr ivcoN inkly Aqy aunHW sRI dusWJ nUM vI Awpxy nwl hI kwr ivc ibTw ilAw[ QoVHI ijhI dUr hI jwxw sI[ kwr ivc sRI bwdl pu`Cx l`gy, 'proPYsr swihb, Blw lokW dI qmh ikauN nhIN mu`kdI? AwKrkwr auh ieMnw pYsw ikQy lY jwxgy?' ijs bMMdy bwry swrw pMjwb jwxdw sI ik auh sB qoN v`D pYsw kmwaux dI dOV ivc sB qoN Agy hY, aus dy mUMh qoN ieh g`l sux ky dusWJ vrgw Cwqr bMdw vI mUMh ivc auNgl lYx qoN isvw kuJ nhIN sI kr sikAw[ auh sRI bwdl nUM kI d`sdw ik iehI g`l qW swrw pMjwb pu`C irhw hY ik ijMnI kmweI bwdl dw pirvwr kr irhw hY, auh ikQy lY jwxI hY? kpqwn dw kihxw sI ik bwdl dI jwiedwd pYNqI sO kroV dI hoaUy[ aus dI ivjIlYNs kihMdI hY ik ieh pMj sO kroV hY[ pqw nhIN kOx TIk hY?

kpqwn swihb dI srkwr vloN jdoN iBRStwcwr ivruD muihMm SurU krn dw AYlwn kIqw igAw sI qW mYN ies dw svwgq krn vwilAW pihilAW ivcoN sI[ bwdl vyly srkwrI dPqrW ivc ijMnI irSvqKorI ho geI sI aus qoN ikqy v`D Kud bwdl dy Gr ivc clx dI crcw sI[ lok boldy nhIN sn pr duKI zrUr sn[ hux mu`K mMqrI dy Gr ivc is`DI irSvq lYx bwry iksy qrW dI koeI Kbr jW APvwh nhIN suxweI idqI hY[ pr jo kuJ aupr iliKAw hY auh kuJ iks hwlwq v`l ieSwrw krdw hY? hwlwq ies qoN vI ikqy BYVy hn[ kpqwn swihb nUM qW ivhl hI nhIN[ vYsy vI auh jvwb ikauN dyx? mu`K mMqrI ikauN iksy dIAW ilKqW bwry icMqw kry? nw shI, pr aunHW dw keI gumwSqw hI boly[

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