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gurbwxI AwKdI hY:

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sMswr dIAW swrIAW cMigAweIAW dw q`q inmrqw qy im`Tw bolxw hY[ iPkw, kOVw, mMdw bolx nUM gurbwxI ivc QW Qw qy inMidAw igAw hY[

pr ikMny Ascrj dI g`l hY ik sB qoN v`D iPkw qy kOVw auh boldy hn ijhVy gurisKI Aqy gurbwxI dI duhweI v`D cVH ky pwauNdy hn[

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ieh vI G`t Ascrj dI g`l nhIN ik Aijhy lokI gurbwxI qy gwlHW nUM ieko vyly Awpxy mUMh ivc rKx dI smrQw rKdy hn[ mYnUM svyr dI sYr vyly iek bzurg sj`x iml jWdy hn[ auh sYr krdy hoey pwT krdy rihMdy hn[ keI vwrI mYnUM rok ky dyS qy pMQ dI AjokI hwlq bwry Awpxy qbsrw krdy hoey auh v`fy qoN v`fy qy Coty qoN Coty lIfrW dIAw mwvW BYxW dI jwhI iqhI kr idMdy hn[ iPr sYr leI Agy qur pYNdy hn qy ADUrw C`ifAw pwT muV AwrMB kr idMdy hn[
pwT dI g`l qoN mYnUM iek hor vwikAw cyqy AwauNdw hY[ mYnUM id`lI dy kuJ bVy mMny prvMny AkwlI AwgUAW nwl kwr rwhIN iek lMmI Xwqrw krn dw mOkw imilAw[ svyr dw vylw sI[ aunHW ivc kuJ cMgy inqnymI vI sn[ rwh ivc Awpxw inqnym pUrw krn leI aunHW gutky vI nwl rK ley sn[ kwr qurI qW inqnym qoN pihlW gwlHW dw nym SurU ho igAw[ rwh ivc Awpxy DVy qy muKwilP DVy dy lokW dw izkr Awauxw hI sI[ ieh izkr aunHW dIAW mwvW BYxW nUM Xwd kIqy bgYr ho nhIN sI skdw[ is`K rwjnIqI dw imAwr AijhI DVybMdI qoN auqWh kdI jWdw hI nhIN[ dyS ivdyS ivc kI ho irhw hY, sMswr ivc AwpxI hoNd leI jUJx vwlIAW kOmW auqy kI guzr irhw hY, Ajoky is`K sMkt dI gMBIrqw ikMnI qy ikho ijhI hY-Aijhy AnUTy sMjog dI g`l socI hovygI?

SurU ivc hI mYN sMskwrW dI g`l kIqI sI[ pMjwbI smwj dy bVy v`fy ih`sy auqy ieh gwlHW BirAw kOVw Awcwr CwieAw hoieAw hY[ ies siBAwcwr dI ivSwlqw isrP AnpVH jW ADKVH lokW ivc vI nhIN[ pVHy ilKy, vkIl, fwktr, proPYsr, APsr qy vpwrI vI ies Awdq ivc iksy qoN ipCy nhIN[ jdoN mYN iksy ivAkqI nUM Aijhy kubol boldw suxdw hW qW mYnUM jwpdw hY ik ies dy sMskwrW ivc ikqy bVI v`fI Gwt rih geI hY[ Swied ies bMdy dy Gr ivc AijhI cwl ipqw purKI qoN clI Aw rhI hovygI[ Swied ies dI Dwrimk qy sMswrI is`iKAw ny iesnUM ieh SaUr nhIN id`qw ik auh AijhI Awdq qoN Cutkwrw pw sky Aqy Swied gurbwxI dy pRkwS dI iek ikrn vI ies dy AMdr nhIN geI[

pr ijnHW dw pRBwq vylw hI iPky, kOVy qy koJy bolW qoN AwrMB huMdw hY Aijhy bMdy jy iksy kOm dy lIfr bx jwxgy qW aus kOm dw kI hSr hovygw?

cMgy sMskwr bxwaux leI cMgy AwdrSW dI loV huMdI hY[ gurbwxI ny iek Aijhw srv ivAwpI AwdrS swfy swhmxy riKAw[

kI ies bwry mYnUM iml jul ky ivcwr krn dI loV nhIN ik AsIN ikhVy siBAwcwr dy vwrs hW? ijho ijhI jIvn jwc swnUM gurbwxI rwhIN imlI sI ik swfw A`j dw vrqwrw aus dy AnukUl hY? kI sMskwrhIxqw dy mwhOl ivc jnmy ply Aijhy AwgU Awpxy smwj dI nvIN pnIrI ivc cMgy Awcwr nUM auswrx dI smrQw rKdy hn? AsIN ikho ijhy smj qy siBAwcwr dI isrjxw kr rhy hW?

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