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hrdIp
mwn Aqy jMfU ilqrWvwlw |
lokW dy ipAwr qoN v`fw koeI AYvwrf nhIN (hrbMs
isMG jMfU il`qrWvwlw)
mulwkwqI: hrdIp mwn
gIqkwrI bwry kuJ lokW dw kihxW hY ik ieh r`bI dwq
huMdI hY qy kuJ kihMdy hn izMdgI dy kOVy qjribAW, smwjk burweIAW dy ivroD Aqy siBAwcwr dI
sMBwl leI gIq dw jnm huMdw hY[ gIq ƒ jnm dyx vwlw "gIqkwr" kihlwauNdw hY,
ijvyN b`cw jnm qW AOrq (mW) dI ku`K qoN lYNdw hY, pr v`fw ho ky bygwinAW dw bx jWdw hY,
ausy qrHW dw kuJ gIqkwr nwl huMdw hY[ gIq dy ih`t hox qoN bwAd gwiek 'qy kMpnI pYsw Aqy
Sohrq K`tdy hn, pr gIqkwr ƒ gIq ivc isr& iek AwpxW nwm dy ky sbr dw Gu`t Brnw
pYNdw hY[ pr keI bwrI aus dw ieh h`k vI Koh ilAw jWdw hY[ BWvy A`jklH gIqkwrW ƒ aunHW
dw bxdw imhnqwnw imlx l`g ipAw hY, pr auh isr& kuJ iek nwmvr gIqkwrW ƒ hI imldw
hY[ nvyN gIqkwrW dy A`j vI auhI hwlwq hn[
vDIAw gIqkwrI bhuq hI izMmyvwrI Aqy smJdwrI dw kwrj
hY[ iqMn dhwikAW qoN jo ies izMmyvwrI ƒ bKUbI inBw irhw hY, aus gIqkwr dw nwm hY
'jMfU il`qrWvwlw' Er& hrbMs isMG jMfU[ "ig`iDAW dIey rwxIey" gIq Aqy AwpxI
sw& suQrI klm nwl pMjwbI sroiqAW dy idlW ivc AwpxI pihcwn bxwaux vwly hrbMs jI bhuq hI
imlxswr, isAwxy Aqy sulJy hoey ienswn hn[ pyS hY 5AwbI.kOm dy pwTkW leI 'hrbMs isMG jMfU
il`qrWvwlw' nwl hoeI Ku`lHI mulwkwq:-
? sB qoN pihlW SurUAwqI svwl Awpxy ipCOkV Aqy
pVHweI bwry d`soN?
myrw ipMf il`qrW hY Aqy izlW jlMDr dI nkodr qihsIl 'c
AwauNdw hY[ mYN mu`FlI iv`idAw Awpxy ipMf Aqy mYitRk nwl dy ipMf SMkr dy Kwlsw skUl ivc
kIqI[
? hrbMs jI, hux Awpxy pirvwr bwry kuJ cwnxW
pwE?
mYN 1967 'c ieMglYNf AwieAw[ b`cy Awpxy pMj muMfy Aqy
iek gu`fI hY[ swry AwpoN Awpxy kMmW ivc l`gy hoey hn[ bhuq cMgw smW inkl irhw hY[ myry
b`icAW dy vI A`gy b`cy hn[
? qusIN gIqkwrI dy Kyqr ivc ikvyN Awey?
drAsl myry v`fy Brw 'drSn isMG drSn' huxIN kwPI dyr qoN
kivqw ilKdy huMdy sn[ hux vI ilKdy hn[ aunHW dw izAwdwqr ruJwn Dwrimk jW hwsrs v`l sI [
jdoN Gr ivc iek bMdw ieHdw dw kMm krdw hovy qW kudrqI g`l hY ik iksy hor ƒ vI SOk ho
hI jWdw[ myry mn ivc vI bhuq huMdw sI ik mYN vI ilKw[ drAsl mYN CotI aumr ivc hI styjW 'qy
Dwrimk kivqw pVHn lg ipAw sI[ iPr jdoN ieMglYNf ivc Awey qW ie`Qy 1968 'c iek gIqW dw
mukwblw dys pRdys vloN krvwieAw igAw[ aus ivc 52 gIqkwrW ny ih`sw ilAw[ aunHW bvMjw ivcoN
myrw dUjw nMbr AwieAw[ ies krky audoN XwrW-dosqW ny vI, kuJ lyKkW ny vI Aqy ^wsqOr qy myry
Brw ny ikhw ik kivqw qW qµU ieMnI vDIAw nhIN ilK skdw, qµU gIq iliKAw kr[ mYN audoN qoN
gIq ilKdw hW, pr kivqw vI C`fI nhIN, nwl nwl ilKI jweIdI hY[
? auh ikhVw gIq sI ijs ny quhwƒ bvMjw
gIqkwrW ivcoN dUjy nMbr qy ilAwdW?
"jy muMifAW qµU mYƒ n`cdI dyKxW qW sUt svw
dy iPt muMifAW, myrI n`cdI dI &oto iK`c muMifAW ...["
? qusIN gIq qoN ielwvw hor kI ilKdy ho?
sB qoN pihlW mYN kivqw hI ilKxI SurU kIqI[ iPr Dwrimk
kivqwvW vI ilKIAW[ hor mYƒ styjW qy bolx dw SOk hux vI hY[ hr styj qy mYN boldw hW[
cwhy koeI styj kOmI hovy, SoSl hovy, hwsrs hovy jW Dwrimk hovy[ mYN hr twiep dI kivqw,
ijsƒ siBAwcwrk khwaux dw h`k hovy, auh ilKdw hW qy qkrIbn hr h&qy ikqy nw ikqy
zrUr boldw hW[ lokW dw bVw ipAwr hY[ SyAr vI kdy kdy ilK leIdy hn[
? ilKq klw qoN ielwvw hor ikhVy SOk hn?
gIqkwrI dw SOk hI pUrw ho jwvy qW QoVw[ iehdy vloN hI
ivhl nhIN imldw qW hor kI krnw[ drAsl iehIN myrw sB qoN v`fw SOk hY[
? quhwfw ieh SOk hux ik`qw bx cu`kw hY jW hor
vI koeI kMm krdy ho?
mYN qkrIbn qIh swl kMm kIqw, audoN vI gIq ilKdw huMdw
sI[ hux mYN iblkul kMm nhIN krdw qy hux vI ilKdw hW[ ies ivc koeI S`k nhIN ik pihlW
gIqkwrW ƒ isMgr lok jW kMpnIAW kuJ nhIN sI idMdIAW[ pr hux gIqkwrW ƒ imhnqwnW
dyx dw QoVw-QoVw irvwz ijhw c`l ipAw hY[ pr aus nwl guzwrw qW nhIN c`l skdw, pr gIq ilKx
leI jW hor kuJ krn ƒ cwlU r`Kx leI quhwƒ QoVw ijhw Awsrw zrUr hY[
? qusIN iks gIqkwr qoN pRBwivq ho Aqy ikMnHW
gIqkwrW ƒ psMd krdy ho?
vYsy mYN hr gIqkwr dI qyy hr lyKk dI kdr krdw hW, pr
pqw nhIN ikauN? ieh r`b jwxdw, myry idl ivc 'dyv QrIikAW vwlw' bYTw irhw mu`F qoN[ 'hrdyv
dlgIr' ijnHW ny mwxk swihb leI gIq iliKAw sI ik 'swihbW bxI BrwvW dI ...[' mYN aunHW dI
gIqkwrI bolI ƒ bhuq lweIk kIqw[ bhuq izAwdw[ jy s`c pu`iCAw jwvy qW mYN isrP aus qoN
pRBwivq hW[
hor swry hI gIqkwr cMgy hn[ mYN iksy ƒ mwVw nhIN
kihdw[ A`jklH 'smSyr sMDU' bVw vDIAw ilK irhw hY[ 'jsbIr guxwcwrIAw' nMbr bn, 'divMdr
KMnyvwlw' Aqy 'bwbU isMG mwn' hn[ nUrpUrI swihb bhuq vDIAw gIqkwr hoey hn[ ieMglYNf ivc vI
bhuq A`Cy A`Cy gIqkwr bYTy AW[ pr myrw mn dyv QrIikAW vwly dI klm ƒ nmskwr krdw hY[
? qusIN gIqkwrI iv`idAw vI iksy kolo leI?
ieh suAwl myry koloN bhuq vwrI pu`iCAw igAw[ drAsl mYN
s`cI g`l d`sW, myrw koeI ausqwd nhIN[ (h`sdy hoey) hux qW ies qrHW kih lvo "Awpy hI
Swigrd hW qy Awpy hI ausqwd["
? hrbMs jI, qusIN gIq ikauN ilKdy ho?
mYN koiSS kr irhw hW ik iek gIq Aijhw ilKW, ijsdI
A`CweI dyK, lok ausƒ sdw Xwd r`Kx[ cwhy auh gIq smwjk hovy jW lok gIq, pr aus ivc
kiSS ieMnI hovy, s`cweI ieMnI hovy ik lok ausƒ kihx ik ieh swfw gIq hY[ ies cIz
ƒ mu`K r`K ky ilKIdw hY[ ho skdw koeI gIq myrw ieMnw kwmXwb hoieAw hovy jW ho irhw
hovy jW hovygW, ieh lok jwxdy hn[
? gIq rcnw leI quhwƒ iks qrHW dw mwhOl
cwhIdw hY?
jdoN ie`klqw ijhI hovy, k`ly hoeIey[ bwhr hoeIey jW Gr
hoeIey, koeI ^ws &rk nhIN[ pr mn ƒ iek pwsy lwaux leI ie`klqw dI bhuq zrUrq huMdI
hY[ jdoN mn ƒ ^uS krnw hovy qW gIq ilKx bih jweIdw[ QoVw QoVw krky mYN kdy nhIN gIq
iliKAw[ pUrw krky klm r`KIdI AW jW gIq dw plwt bxW ky[
? quhwfy gIqW dI koeI ikqwb vI CpI hY?
nhIN, mYN myry gIqW dI koeI ikqwb nhIN CpvweI[ ies
g`loN mYN bhuq ip`Cy irhw[ ieh myry ivc Gwt hI rhI hY[ pr hux koiSS hY ik cwr-pMj mihinAW
q`k iek A`DI ikqwb zrUr bwhr Awvy[
? quhwfy pihly gIq ƒ iks ny Awvwz id`qI?
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iCMdw Aqy jMfU |
myrw pihlW gIq gurdyv b`lI, pMjwb dI bhuq mShUr gwiekw
Aqy aunHW dy nwl krnYl cImw ny gwieAw[ gIq dy bol sn "pUrI pUrI nI ktweI, qyry bVI
iPt AweI, muitAwr BwbIey[" aus qoN bwAd qW c`l so c`l keI hzwrW dy ihswb nwl gIq ilKy
qy hux qW kdy igx vI nhIN hoey nw hI igx huMdy hn[ bhuqy AwritstW ny smiJAw ik koeI cMgw
gIq gwauxW qW jMfU il`qrWvwly kol cldy hW[ vYsy kudrq vloN mYƒ vI ijMny vI Awritst
imly, auh cMgw gIq gwauxW cwhuMdy sn[ myry swry hI gIq, mYN qW hfrf pRsYnt iehI khUgW ik
mYN BMgVy dw gIq jW Dwrimk jW hor vI iksy ivSy qy ilKy, auh swry hI PYmlI ivc bYT ky suxy
jw skdy hn qy AgWh vI r`b iesy qrHW dy ilKweI jwvy qW cMgI g`l AW[
? quhwfy gIq ikhVy ikhVy gwiekW ny irkwrf
krvwey?
ijMny bwhr gwiek hn, auh qW swry hI gw cu`ky hn[ imswl
dy qOr qy ey AY~s kMg, blivMdr sPrI, jYzI bI, iBMdw j`t, donoN pRdysI gru`p, dysI buAweyz,
fI sI AY~s, AwpxW sMgIq, mqlb qusIN iksy vI gru`p dw nW lE qW AwpW hYNgy Aw ivc[ drAsl hux
ieMny gwiek qy gru`p myry gIq gw cu`ky, Xwd nhIN rihMdw[ pMjwb ivc vI keI gwiek myry gIq
gw cu`ky hn[
? gweIkW ƒ gIq qusIN Awp dyx jWdy ho jW
auh lYx AwauNdy hn?
nhIN, auh Awp hI AwauNdy hn[ mYN nhIN kdy igAw[ bhuqw
SOk vI nhIN hY ik iksy ƒ gIq jw ky dyeIey[ drAsl gIq lYx vwly ^ud hI Aw jWdy hn[
? kI qusIN vI kuJ nvyN gwiekW ƒ sQwipq
kIqw?
hux cwr-pMj muMfy kIqy hn[ mYƒ nwm Bu`l gey,
AMgRzI ijhy sn[ auh gIq AMgRzI ivc ilK ky lY jWdy hn qy iPr gw idMdy hn[ (h`sdy hoey) bolI
krky QoVoN iksy kMm qoN ip`Cy rihxW, pr bhuq vDIAw gwauNdy hn[
? qusIN izAwdw solo gIq ilKy jW dogwxy?
mYN dogwxy vI bhuq ilKy[ irkwrf vI bhuq krvwey[ solo qW
mYN ilKdw hI rihMdw hW qkrIbn[ kdy iksy dy koeI gIq psMd AwauNdw qW lY jWdw hY, jy nhIN
AwauNdw qW C`f vI jWdw[ Agly ƒ gIq psMd krvwky dyeIdw, ieh g`l nhIN ik ausqy gIq Tos
hI idau ik gIq gvwauxW hI zrUr hY[ izAwdwqr gIqW dI kopojISn vI mYN hI iqAwr kr ky idMdw
hW[ vzn, bih, qol hr pwsy pUrw kMmplIt hI huMdw[ ausƒ bhuqw k`txW-v`FxW nhIN pYNdw[
jy QOVI Adl-bdl krnI pY jwvy qW gwiek myry nwl &on qy sMprk kr lYNdy hn[
? qusIN 'jMfU il`qrWvwlw' dy nwm hyT izAwdw gIq
ilKy?
hW, mYN 'hrbMs isMG' nwm hyT qW ieMny gIq nhIN ilKy, pr
izAwdw mYN 'jMfU il`qrWvwlw' nwm hyT mShUr hW[ 'hrbMs isMG' myrw AslI nwm hY, 'jMfU' myrw
goq hY Aqy 'il`qrW' myrw ipMf[ mYN Awpxy nwm ƒ ip`Cy r`K ky jMfU il`qrWvwly nwm Q`ly
izAwdw gIq ilKy[ pr hux pMj-Cy muMfy hor vI hn, ijhVy 'il`qrW' ilKx l`g pey hn, myry krky[
auh 'il`qrW' ilK vI skdy AW, pr hr bMdy dw AwpxW AwpxW sQwn huMdw hY[ ieh lokW qy inrBr
krdw hY ik lok aus ƒ iks qrHW sivkwr krdy hn[
? quhwƒ pirvwr vloN ikho ijhw sihXog
imilAw?
bhuq vDIAw[ myry b`cy Aqy imsizj bhuq lweIk krdy hn,
ikauNik mYN ilKdw hI auh cIz hW, ijsƒ hr b`cw-b`cI lwiek krn[ mYƒ PYmlI vloN qy
XwrW-dosqW vloN bhuq vDIAw sihXog imilAw[
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sPrI Aqy mwxk
nwl |
? qusIN lok gIq dI kI pirBwSW idaugy?
myry i^Awl ivc bMdw swrI aumr ilKI jwvy, gweI jwvy qW
auh l`kI hY jy auhdw iek gIq vI lok gIq bx jwvy[ lok gIq auh hY ijs ivc pUrI qihbIz hovy,
aus ivSy bwry ijs bwry gIq iliKAw igAw[ lok aus gIq ƒ mwx nwl gwaux[ lok ieh kihx ieh
lyKk dw jW gwiek dw gIq nhIN, ieh swfw gIq hY[ ijhVw gIq kdy Aim`t nhIN huMdw[ aus gIq
ƒ lok sdw hI gwauxgy, jo A`j vI, ip`Cy vI qy Biv`K ivc gwieAw jwvygw[ lok gIq dI koeI
aumr nhIN[
? jo A`jklH doArQI gIqkwrI c`l rhI hY …?
(ivcoN hI k`t ky) mYN nhIN[ nw hI mYN A`j q`k koeI
Aijhw gIq iliKAw hY Aqy nw hI ilKxW hY[ nw hI mYƒ auh gIq cMgy l`gdy hY[ ieho ijhy
gIq siBAwcwr ƒ Korw lwauNdy hn[ mYN qW ieh vI khwgW ik auh lyKk ƒ vI nIvW ijhw
r`Kdy hn[ mYN doArQI gIqkwrI dy totlI briKlw& hW[ mYN nhIN cwhuMdw koeI Aijhw gIq
ilKy, jy koeI ilKx dI ZlqI vI kr idMdw hY qW gwiek ƒ gwauxW nhIN cwhIdw[
? l`crqw qoN qusIN kI smJdy ho?
bkvws sudw hI, aus ƒ koeI gIqkwrI jW gIq nhIN ikhw
jw skdw[ auh qW l`crgIq ilK id`qw jW gwl k`F leI, iek brwbr hY[ pMjwb dw siBAwcwr ieMnw
au~cw hY ik ies ivc ieho ijhy l&z ilAwauxy Zlq g`l hY[ AsI ijsƒ gurUAW dI bolI
kihMdy hW, aus ivc jdoN AsIN l`cr Sbd vrqdy hW qW swƒ ^ud ƒ Srm AwauxI cwhIdI
hY[
? qusIN ieMny lMby icrW qoN pMjwbI bolI Aqy
pMjwbI siBAwcwr dI syvw krdy Aw rhy ho[ kI pMjwbIAW ny aus dw quhwƒ Pl id`qw mqlb
mwn-snmwn?
bhuq izAwdw, qkrIbn ijMny iksy gIqkwr ƒ imlxy
cwhIdy hn, aus qoN vwDU imly hn[ mwn-snmwn qW Ajy rWqI lY ky Awey hW[ pMj swl lgwqwr 'swl
dw bYst gIqkwr' AYvwrf imilAw[ swry gurUduAwirAW vloN snmwn p`qr imly[ jy s`c pu`Co, ieMny
ienwm hn ik mYN quhwƒ d`s hI nhIN skdw[ (AYvwrfW vl dyKdy hoey) mYN quhwƒ pVH
pVH ky d`s skdw hW[ ieMfIAn hweI kmISn vloN AYvwrf imly[ ieQoN dI siBAwcwrk suswietI vloN
bhuq v`fw k`p imilAw[ ie`Qy ijMny gwaux vwly hn jW BMgVw gru`p vwly hn, aunHW ny bhuq
ipAwr id`qw[ kwvYNtrI dI ie`Qy bhuq v`fI 'pMjwbI klcr kl`b' suswietI hY aunHW ny bhuq v`fw
snmwn id`qw[ ieMglYNf dw koeI AYsw Sihr nhIN ij`Qy pMjwbI hox qy mYƒ nhIN, mqlb myrI
ilKq ƒ snmwnq nhIN kIqw hovy[
pr sB qoN izAwdw mwn-snmwn lokW vloN hI hY ik ijhVy
swƒ sivkwrdy hn[ jy lokW dw ieMnw ipAwr nw huMdw qW AsIN kd dy ^qm hoey huMdy[ swfy
nwl keI au~Ty qy keI cu`p ho gey[ lok sMgIqkwr ƒ, gwiek ƒ jW gIqkwr ƒ ijMnw
icr ipAwr idMdy hn, auh aunw icr huMdw hY, iPr auh ^qm ho jWdw hY[
? ieMglYNf qoN bwhr vI quhwƒ snmwnq kIqw
igAw?
ieMglYNf qoN bwhr mYN isr& iekoN mulk ^ws qOr qy
kYnyfw hI igAw[ au~Qy bhuq v`fy v`fy ilKwrIAW dI iek swihq sBw hY 'klmW dw kwPlw[' aunHW
ny bhuq ie`zq mwn id`qw[ ijvyN auh lokW dw snmwn krdy hn, auvyN aunHW ny myrw kIqw[
? quhwfI is&lqw dw ishrw iks dy isr jWdw
hY?
mYN qW iehI khwgW ik ijhVy lok sihXog dy rhy hn, aunHW
dy isr[ pr iek g`l zrUr hY, AwpW pRmwqmw ƒ mMnx vwly lok hW ies krky ijhVI aupr SkqI
hY, qkdIr hY, aus qy vI blIv krdw hW[ aus gYbI SkqI dy nwl lokW ƒ Aqy lokW dy nwl nwl
aus SkqI ƒ, donW ƒ qrzIh idMdw hW[ ho skdw lokW dy mnW ivc imhr hI aunHW ny pweI
hovy[ myry vrgy hor bQyry klwkwr lok hn, pr mYN smJdw hW ik jo snmwn mYƒ imilAw hY,
auh bhuq G`t lokW ƒ imilAw hY[
? koeI Aijhw AYvwrf ijs dy qusIN h`kdwr hovo
quhwƒ Ajy q`k nw imilAw hovy?
c`lo, jy pRmwqmw vwDw kry qW hr klwkwr ƒ ies qoN
vI v`D qoN v`D mwn-snmwn imly[ pr myrI klm dI ijQoN q`k aupj hY, auQoN q`k lokIN mYƒ
sivkwr krI jw rhy hn qy auh isr-m`Qy hY[ ho skdw jy aunHW ƒ myrI ies qoN vI hor v`fI
cMgI cIz l`gy qW auh ies qoN vI v`fw ienwm dyxgy[ pr lokW dw jo ipAwr hY ies qoN v`fw
AYvwrf A`j q`k nw hoieAw nw hI hoxw[
? hrbMs jI, quhwfy leI gIqkwrI kI hY?
hux qW swrw kuJ ies ƒ hI smJIdw hY[ ^urwk, SOk, mn
dw cYn, jy s`c pu`CoN qW Bu`K vI iehoN hI hY[ hux qW koeI Aijhw gIq ilK ho jwvy, jy dwqw
imhr kry qW, jo ilKdy swr hI Amr ho jwvy[ ieh nhIN ik dUjy gIq G`t hn, pr iPr vI keI bwr
mn qW bxdw hY Aijhw gIq ilKx ƒ, pr ilK nhIN huMdw[
? gIq iek sU^m klw hY, ies ƒ ilKx vyly
ikhVIAW g`lW dw iDAwn r`Kdy ho?
pihlW siBAwcwr, dUsrw jo gIq mYN ilK irhw auh iksy
ƒ pMc qW nhIN krdw, qIsrw gIq ivc ijhVI SYlI jW bolI vrq irhw, auh gIqwkwrI nwl
iensw& hY[ ieh do-iqMn cIzW ƒ mu`K r`K ky gIq ƒ muMkml kIqw jWdw hY[ ho skdw
keI vwr Gwt rih geI hovy, ikauNik ienswn ZlqIAW dw puqlw hY, pr koiSS krIdI hY ik Aijhw nw
hovy[
? koeI Aijhw gIq jo irkwrf hox qoN bwAd qusIN
soicAw hovy ik ieh gIq mYƒ nhIN ilKxW cwhIdw sI?
nhIN, Ajy q`k nhIN[ iblkul nhIN[
? koeI Aijhw gIq ijs qy quhwƒ P^r hovy ik
ieh gIq mYN iliKAw?
hW jI, auh gIq hY "igiDAW dIey rwxIey, ig`DIAW ivc
Aw[" ies gIq qy mYƒ bhuq prwaUf hY[ ey AY~s kMg ny ies gIq ƒ gwieAw sI[
myry iKAwl ivc ies gIq ny mYƒ qy kMg ƒ lokW swhmxy ilAWdw[ hux ies ivc ieh nhIN
ikhw skdw ik kMg swihb huxW ny mYƒ jW mYN aunHW ƒ mShUr kIqw[ nhIN[ ies gIq ivc
auh iqMny cIzW sn, jo lok psMd krdy hn[ Awvwz sB qoN pihloN, imaUizk qy ilKq[ aus smyN ieh
gIq bhuq mShUr hoieAw qy soicAw jwvy qW A`j vI ausy qrHW cl irhw hY[ ieh iekoN iek gIq hY
jo s`q-A`T vwrI irimks ho cu`kw hY[
? quhwƒ SurU SurU ivc iknW pRySwnIAW dw vI
swhmxW krnw ipAw?
myry iKAwl ivc mYN kuJ mwVw iliKAw nhIN, ies krky
pRySwnI hox dw suAwl hI nhIN[ pRySwnIAW qd huMdIAW hn jy klcr qo hyTW iliKAw jwvy jW
pirvwr ivc suxdy suxdy typ bMd krnI pvy[
? A`jklH keI gIqkwr purwxy lok gIqW ƒ
kwt-CWt ky nvyN gIq ilKI jw rhy hn[ ies bwry quhwfy kI ivcwr hn?
ies ƒ mYN gIqkwrI nhIN khwgW ikauNik ies ivc mn dI
SWqI nhIN hY[ ieh qW bgYNr imhnq kIiqAW mShUr hox vwlI g`l hY[ jdoN qusIN iksy dI vDIAw
cIz ƒ ^rwb krdy ho qW quhwfw mn hI kihx l`g pYNdw hY ik mYN ieh kr kI irhw hW[ pr lok
krdy zrUr hn[
? gIq dw Purnw quhwfy mn ivc ikvyN Purdw hY?
ikqwbW pVHIidAW hn[ jdoN bMdw iek nwvl jW iek ikqwb
pUrw pVHdw hY qW kuJ nvW is`Kdw jW nvIN g`l dw pqw qW l`gdw hY[ auh iPr gIq bx jWdw hY[
mYN izAwdwqr nwvl pVHdw hW[
? qusIN nwvl dw izkr kIqw hY qW ieh vI d`s idE
ik quhwfy psMdIdy lyKk ikhVy hn?
bUtw isMG Swd, nwnk isMG, jsvMq isMG kMvl[ khwxI pVHn
ivc qW mYƒ ieMnI idlcspI nhIN hY[ pr nwvl jy koeI nvyN vI iml jwx qW auh pVH leIdy
hn[ bUtw isMG Swd huxW dy nwvl qW mYN do-do, iqMn-iqMn vwr vI pVHy hn[ iek qW aunHW dy
nwvlW ivc mwlvy dI bolI huMdI hY[ dUjw mlvy dI bolI gIqkwrI dw QMm hY ikauNik ies ivc
l&z bhuq sohxy sohxy huMdy hn[ bs, swƒ l&zW dI zrUrq huMdI hY[ gIq ƒ iks
qrHW bxwauxW ieh gIqkwr dI AwpxI soc huMdI hY[ qury-iPrdy koeI gIq nhIN imldw, aus leI
imhnq zrUr krnI pYNdI hY[
? qusIN gIqkwrI qoN ielwvw hor ikvyN pMjwbI
bolI dI syvw kr rhy ho?
mYN ie`Qy swfy Sihr ivc Aqy hor keI pMjwbI sBw
suswietIAW dw mYNbr hW[ ieMglYNf dIAW ijMnIAW vI pMjwbIAW dIAW ilKwrI sBwvW hn[ aunHW dI
AsIN swl 'c iek-do bwrI v`fI mIitMg r`Kdy hW[ kdy iek vwrI swfy twaUn ivc mIitMg kr leI,
kdy aunHW dy[ ies nwl swfy ijMny vI ilKwrI BYx-Brw hn Aqy hor sroiqAW ƒ ie`kTy hox dw
mOkw imldw hY[ ies nwl AsIN smJdy hW ik cloN hor kuJ qW nhIN G`toN G`t pMjwbI bolI bwry
g`lbwq qW kIqI jWdI hY[
? kuVIAW-muMifAW dy ivCoVy Aqy ipAwr dy iviSAW
qy A`jklH bhuq gIq ilKy jw rhy hn[ qusIN izAwdwqr ikhVy iviSAW qy gIq ilKy?
mYN ienHW iviSAW qy bhuq G`t hI iliKAw[ myrw ivSw irhw
pMjwb jW koeI swJW ivSW, ijs ivc eykqw dI g`l hovy, mqlb kuVI mMufy qoN v`Krw nhIN, muMfw
kuVI qoN[ byS`k muMfy-kuVI dw ivSw hovy, pr C`fx-C`faux dy msilAW qoN AwpW dUr hI rhy hW[
(h`sdy hoey) mYN iek bwrI BgMvq mwn dI kYist sux irhw sI qy aunHW dy kihx vWgU jd q`k kuVI
jhwzy cVHdI nhIN qd q`k gIq ilKxoN h`tdy hI nhIN[
? gIqkwr dw jdoN pihlW gIq irkwrf huMdw hY qW
aus ƒ bhuq ^uSI huMdI hY[ kI quhwfy nwl vI ieMj hoieAw?
ieh quhwfI g`l bhuq vDIAw hY[ ieh s`c hY, ijhVI pihlI
pRwpqI leI ^uSI huMdI hY[ myry i^Awl ivc auh swrI izMdgI nhIN huMdI[ myrw gIq 'igiDAW dI
rwxIey' jdoN irkwrf hoieAw, AsIN aus idn bhuq ^uSI mnweI[ ieh gIq ieMtrnYSnl p`Dr qy
AwieAw[ ies gIq ƒ nrUlw swihb ny imaUizk id`qw sI, aunHW ny vI ies gIq qy bhuq zor
lwieAw sI[ ies gIq ƒ sux ky sroiqAW ny h&iqAW ivc jdoN &on kr ky vDweIAW
id`qIAW qW swƒ bhuq ^uSI hoeI[ auh AnoKI ^uSI swƒ kdy vI nhIN Bu`lygI[
? izMdgI dI koeI ABu`l Xwd?
nhIN, koeI Xwd nhI[ (kuJ soc ky) Xwd iek zrUr hY[ pr
keI XwdW AYsIAW huMdIAW hn, ijhVIAW qusIN kih nhIN skdy, pr Bulw vI nhIN skdy[ iek 'msqwn
isMG hIrw' ieQoN dw bVw A`Cw Awritst hY[ ausny iek myrw gIq gwieAw sI
"lwvW Gu`t Gu`t sIny sohxy Xwr dIAW XwdW,
myrw k`lw k`lw gIq auhdy ipAwr dI XwdW["
myry i^Awl ivc quhwfy leI ieMnw hI kw&I hoxW[
? quhwfy gIqW ivc izAwdw klpnw huMdI hY jW
hkIkq?
irAwltI izAwdw huMdI hY klpnw G`t, ikauNik qusIN swrw
gIq klpnw nwl nhIN ilK skdy[ aus nwl gIq dw vjUd hI nhIN rihMdw[ gIq izAwdw vDIAw qd hI
bxdw hY jy gIq ivc izAwdw hkIkq hovy[
? nvyN gIqkwrW ƒ koeI snyhw dyxW cwhogy?
hW, zrUr khwgy[ mYN qW pihlW vI iehI kihMdw irhw hW hux
vI iehI khUgW ik hr gIqkwr ƒ cwhy auh nvW hY jW purwxW, auh ilKx qoN pihloN Awpxy
siBAwcwr dw iDAwn r`Ky, aus qoN bwAd ieh socy ik jy ieh gIq myry Gr l`gw hovy qW mYƒ
typ bMd qW nhIN krvwauxI pE[ jy auhdw mn khy "nhIN" qW ausƒ inrDVk ho ky
gIq ilKxW cwhIdw hY[ jy auh socdw hY ik KUh qy sux lvWgy, Gr ivc Aw bMd kr dvWgy qW AYvyN
lokW ƒ guMmrwh krn dw koeI bwhlw &weIdw nhIN[
- hrbMs jI! Awpxy ivcwrW ƒ swfy nwl swJW
krn Aqy ivsQwr pUrvk juAwbW leI quhwfw bhuq bhuq SukrIAW[ |
